Breaking The Faith 12-29-13 (#BreakingTheFaith)

I got a good laugh on tonight's episode of Breaking the Faith. Connie and Angie decided to loosen up so they went out to the club again with the guys and this was a very funny scene. Connie began jumping up and down and swinging her arms and Angie followed, these girls began to really have fun and they were doing their own kind of dance, but was funny is they fit right in with this crowd of no dancers, if it was not for their clothing you could not have told they were FLDS girls. Connie was the one that talked Angie into going out and after going into the restroom to let down their hair, they met this one girl that offer to have a drink with Angie, as uptight a Angie was I was shocked that she did it but she did and she began to get loser, jumping on the stage and doing that little dance again. I was glad to see these girls have a good time. Now what was creepy was Angie decided to do some babysitting for this lady and she was really good with the little girl but she decided after putting the girl to sleep to go into the mothers closet and try on her shoes, clothes and make up, now that was a definitely no, no. If Angie was so curious why did she not just out like Val did and try it for herself or go with Connie, I am sure she would have been up for it. It was a good thing that the lady was nice enough to tell Angie that it was okay just to ask her next time, she knew Angie being FLDS would be a little curious, nice lady because me personally I would have kicked her out. Something else that was funny was watching the boys trying to play basketball against some other guys with jeans on, the overweight guy almost past out, I was thinking they might have to call the ambulance. These guys said they never did any sports activity at the compound because this was band as well, the children had to work, they were not given time to play like children should, how sad is that especially to think there are some kids who still are in there and doing that to this day. It was neat to see Connie go out with her boyfriend again they have a genuine love for each other, I enjoyed seeing her and Martha getting there make overs, they both look great. Connie seemed like she almost cried when she had to take her hair down for the beautician, the only thing I did not agree with was none of the women got their hair cut, I would like to really see this, but baby steps I guess. Now that Connie has her new do and her new clothes she goes home to the others and Angie makes a statement that now she is mad with her and it went off at this point. In my opinion I think Angie feels left out and wonder why Connie did not wait for her to get a make over together. Well all the girls who got make overs look great, now it is Angie's turn and the guys find themselves still learning as well. I like Ben's overall attitude, nice young man and as for Matt I think he will make it in the military, he really needs to work on getting his GED so he can go in as soon as possible, as for that girl he is possibly dating, they will not work, he needs a Christian girl, more music and praising allowed in the church he won't feel the sleep there. I am waiting for the entire group to get back together and I want to see them all go on a trip together where they will go to a beach and see how many of them are brave to really get in their undies. I personally pick that they go to a nice Walt Disney World hotel, well I think they should start off slow they are still learning. Let them go to another state and get on a plane and experience lots of people of different cultures, maybe they should go to Bahamas.

Thicker Than Water 12-29-13 (@ThickerthanWater)

I watched thicker than water tonight and this family still amazes me with their selfish attitudes. I watch Jewel continue with the separation between her and her sister and she still in my opinion refuses to listen to what her sister Junice has to say. In Jewel's mind all Junice is doing is picking on her for no apparent reason and when Junice hand her this letter to tell her what is upsetting her instead of Jewel sitting by herself to really take the time to read and study it, she rushes home to her husband and they pick through the letter about who cares what Jewel could have possibly did to Junice when she was young, the past is the past and let is go was Jewel's and Ben's attitude. Now I want to understand why is Jewel not trying to understand why she wrote he letter, from what I heard the letter was saying that Jewel has always so call been Ms. Perfect in everyone eyes and this is what she tries to portray now, like she never did any wrong and apparently Junice was put on that back burner as the baby and she was most likely in her sister shadow and probably heard why was she not more like her big sister. Now for you that don't get it think about it, Junice watched Jewel do all these bad things, even when they were in church she was sneaking around sleeping with guys after they had been told that it was wrong and against God. But Jewel who did all these bad things that they were told was wrong as children, seem to have made it big. Jewel the sneaky sister who had a baby at  young age is now a millionaire, she got the great husband and the big house, while Junice who did what she was suppose to by the bible has little of nothing and it is apparent that her and her husband are scrambling a little. Yes it is a jealousy thing for a woman, like why did God bless you and not me and you were the one who stayed in trouble, now for Junice she feels as if Jewel is acting high and mighty as though she forget what she did and where she came from. I have to say the highlight of tonight's show was Brooklyn's hair show, it was fabulous and it was like being at New York high society show, all the models look great and Brook was shining. So Brook was working when everyone was giving her a hard time, take that Benji and Shanira who did not even take the time to go to his sister's show, how very immature of the both of you. Shanira is she was a real supportive wife instead of telling Benji you do not have to go, she should have been that sister in law that said you don't have to go if you choose not to but I am going. Shanira instead of talking to your husband and trying to get him to mend things with his sister, you add to it by playing Benji games and not including Brooklyn in the wedding, these two give me more and more reason to believe that they are to young to be married and had no reason marrying in the first place. Shanira just wants the wedding she wants and she do not care how much it cost, she is glad that the Tankards have money and if you ask me she spends their money in her head more than Benji does, all because she is married to Benji, where is her parents and why are they not flipping the bill for any cost of this wedding, they could at least pay for the cake. I hate saying that I really do not like anyone but I have to say this immature couple I really dislike, because they do not make any decisions base on thought other than their own personal gain, they really have a lot of growing up to do and it will be something else to see this two try and mature together, children have no business being married. They really do not seem as they are even searching for a house and its only the two of them, start with an apartment first like most young couples do, stop spending Ben Tankard's money. Benji talk cold mess about Brooklyn in front of her daughter and that was so wrong on so many levels and instead of Ben ripping into Benji and telling him he would not accept that in his house, they tell the girl after she heard the comments. How many of you think that this little girl stood at the top of the stairs and still listen, I know I would have. Benji needs to apologize to Brook and her daughter diamond. Jewel needs to stop putting on these phony acts that she is Miss perfect and realize that all these airs she puts on is not fooling God or no one else for that matter. Jewel's own household is in shambles, how the saying goes, get your own house in order before you try working on someone else. Something else has bothered me about Jewel and that is the financial advice she gives in the meetings is the worse I have ever heard, where did she go to school. She is a lot out of touch with people and as a co-pastor how can this be?

Real Housewives of Atlanta 12-29-13 (#RHOA)

The Real Housewives of Atlanta tonight was all about the women and them bonding. There were a few situations that lost me, as for example with Cynthia discussing about her daughter Noelle dating and Nene and Cindy having a disagreement as to letting her daughter date at thirteen. Now I think I have talk about my opinion before on this and I agree with Nene that thirteen is too young to be saying you have a boyfriend, but for someone reason the discussion kept going in the wrong direction as Cynthia tried to explain why she was letting Noelle date and Nene in the background still expressing her opinion. Cynthia burst into some serious tears and the other women told Nene that she did not have to judge the woman, but Nene said she was not judging Cynthia's parenting style, she just disagreed with it and would not do the same. I do not know why Cynthia became so upset behind the talk, I am sure she is a great mother and she has a right to make her own decision for her child, no one knows her child but her and besides with a hot daddy like Leon, there is no way that Noelle would dare go against her daddy wishes. Leon seems like the type of father who will surely have a serious talk with Noelle and let her know where he stands on her decision to date an I sure with Noelle being a daddy's girl she will not disappoint her daddy. After this teary moment and Porsha and Kenya of all people running behind Cynthia to console her, it was even more heartfelt when Porsha and Kenya actually agreed on something and the two of them sat down and Porsha had the chance to listen to Kenya tell her story about having a mother who does not acknowledge her as her child, wow now that is a hard pill for any child to have to swallow, when you see your mom but she does not have anything to do with you, that is why Kenya has that wall up all the time. Although that was not a cause for Kenya to throw shade Nene's way and Kenya was on Wendy Williams show with the nerve to say that Nene has turned on her and she has no idea why. Did anyone catch the shade that I caught tonight when the girls went to the drag show and Kenya said Nene fit right in with her Drag Queen look and Adams apple but she did not know if she had a penis that she tucked back, what the hell Kenya, that was a real nasty thing to say. The one thing Nene always pride herself own because we always hear her say it and hat is she is 100% woman. The towards the end of the trip the women were all sitting around the table, getting a little sentimental and thinking each other for the time they spent together, when Kenya talks of Nene being very hairy in her private area and it coming through her underwear it was so hairy, now she talked on the side about it being a joke, but who does that is front of others, just really shady. Kenya wonder why she does not have many women friends, maybe she needs to look at these tapings real closely. I did like the fact that the women did bond, some more than others and I like seeing them do those group hugs they did. There was not fighting other the little disagreement on the child dating thing, there was a lot of the women checking on one another and supporting them, this was really great to she and I hope this women will keep it up although I know this is not likely to happen, especially with the shade that Kenya has thrown Nene's way and she wonders why Nene is upset with her, girl please, take a seat and get ready for the explosives to head your way. These women cooked together, ate together, party together and even killed a bug together and by the way Kandi that was not a flying cockroach, it is called a Palmetto bug, I was informed of this by an exterminator when I told him one attack me at work one day. It was all fun watching the women run around and act like fools behind this bug, it was just too cute, can you believe that Porsha was the one that actually killed him. Overall the trip was a nice one and it was good to watch these women have a good time, now back to reality next week with Cynthia and her husband still spending money without her knowledge, what the hell is Peter doing, losing his mind I guess. I hope Wendy Williams get Cynthia on the show so that she can ask her what is going on between the two.

Happpy Holidays 12-25-13

I wanted to wish all a Merry Christmas, Happy Kwanzaa, and  Happy Holidays. The meaning of Christmas we all have to say has been lost in some form of another. I was out there on Christmas Eve and the only reason is because I like just being out among people and because I had items to finish getting for my holiday dinner, I always find myself going out on the eve before Christmas, that is when I notice if I am missing anything. What I enjoy the most about going out is that I am a person that has a big family and one of my great memories is that of getting together with my large family and just having a great time. Now as I have grown older most of my family have moved or has gone on with their own personal family lives and we do not get together like we use to and I must say I really miss that. For me going out in the crowd on Christmas Eve is like having this big family get together that I miss. For all of us who are out there that day everyone seems to be in a festival mood, so you find strangers just speaking to you and talking about the holiday itself. It is almost like just because of this one day everyone finds this deep down friendly button within them that comes out. There are smiles everywhere you turn and people are just so helpful, I like being in this crowd of friendly people, unlike that of Black Friday. I find myself enjoy talking to strangers whom I never met and just the fact that they feel the need to trust telling me their own personal stories is a plus and I really enjoy listening to them. As much as I say we have gotten away from the meaning of Christmas, I still have to say I myself find the enjoy of being among people around and on this day. There is something that still stands special about this day that makes people want to be nicer to people on this day, and although I can not say exactly what it is, I am guessing that it has to do with people remembering that this day is Jesus birthday and because of this we are actually celebrating with family. When we celebrate with family we find a piece with ourselves, it is something special about that family bonding time and for most people Christmas allows for that real family bonding time. It is not about drinking, or getting drunk but it is about family being together talking and actually interacting. If a person lives out of town, the one day that will almost definitely come home is Christmas and that is so special for many of us of loves being around our families. So again I want say happy holidays to all my blogger family, you are just that a family to me and I love it when you read my blogs or interact with me on my blog page.

Black Ink Crew 12-23-13 (@BlackInkCrew)

I watched Black Ink Crew the other night and I was not at all surprised with Puma's soon to be mother-in-law and his fall out. Puma's mother-in-law loves her daughter like and mother does and she wants the best for her daughter like any mother does and for her Puma is not at all it. Puma was his usual self acting like this big shock who paid all this money for the trip and now wonders why everyone else is so ungrateful for all that he did. Say what you want but in my opinion Puma is the biggest egotistical person I know. When anything happens he feels that everyone else is wrong and he is the only one in the right, instead of seeing his part in any situation. The blow out Puma and his mother-in-law had did not have to go that far and could have been stopped when she came to the beach to apologize, if he was a real man he would have accept the apology and moved on. Instead what does this fool does, he complains to her how unsatisfied he was with her attitude and how she ruined the entire trip for him, a little egotistical a hole, yes I said it. Now Quanni has to she her mother highly upset in tears running into her room and you know for us woman, making our mother upset is not an option, when mother cry we cry. One thing that was interesting to me was to hear Quanni mother say the things she did about Puma, like him being a no good bum, that was no worth sh**, pretty interesting. It is almost like I said, Puma really was not much of anything until this show started and he got a little money, now he in the ranks of Jay-z. As for the relationship with Puma and Quanni it will be interesting to see how it pans out because I am listening to everyone say they have not been together very long and although you have a child with someone does not mean it will work out if you do not have the essentials. One in particular thing that Puma said is that he loves Quanni more than anything in the world, including life itself and it hit me, he said nothing of loving God or putting God first. As a person who has grown up in the religious world, I know that God is always first and then your spouse second, you never put any man before God. Man can come and go but God will be forever, what you seek in life will come to you when you have God as your guide. Not to preach at this couple but to acknowledge that if they do no put God in their life then their marriage is almost certain to fail. Puma and Quanni I wish you good luck but I do hope you both understand why you need God in your relationship, not only for yourself but for your daughter. As for Ceaser and Dutchess it is finally over and I will not say good, but I will say that at least the both of them figured this out before there was a baby or before they got married. Sometimes relationships go through changes and if you can not stand through these changes and you are certain to fall. Both Ceaser and Dutchess are young and from the get go they moved to fast, just like Puma and Quanni. I do not know why young people think because they sleep with one another or get pregnant they automatically should just hook up, you have to have a relationship first, whatever happen to having relationships and getting to know one another. This relationship would include, yes you guessed it God, try going to church together, what is so wrong with that or whatever religion faith you believe in include that in the relationship so that you know where one another stand. Always remember God first, he will not steer you wrong, he will take you into the arms of that one you are destined to be with. This goes for you as well O*sh**, you have new baby mama and her name is Anya, now she is telling you that you have to put your foot down with Kathy and your relationship with your son. Now I thought O*sh** would actually have a peaceful talk with Kathy and it started out that way until, yes until the talk of O*sh** new baby mama came into the conversation and it was done. Kathy blew up at O*sh** and began blaming things on him and O*sh** blew up at Kathy and told it all, what I mean by all is that he told why he had so much animosity with her and it was because Ms. Kathy slept with O*Sh** best friend in college, so now the question is that is Kathy's son really O*sh** child. This is a really interesting situation and it got me wondering because O*sh** never did get a DNA but he said a lot of people in college said he should have one done because before he got to the college Kathy was with O*sh** best friend entire time, I know sounds crazy. I knew Kathy was special but not this special, she is a big mess, after all this comes out what does she do, she keeps O*sh** from taking his son for the weekend, now that is a bit**. I was sad to see that Dutchess was leaving the show especially since she is a real tattoo artist and the show was based on doing tattoos. I am glad to see that O*sh** is actually doing tattoos, I do not know what the rest of the crew will do, since know one else seems to be doing tattoos.

Thicker Than Water 12-22-13 (@TTWBand)

Now I watched thicker than water last night and it started out with Ben Tankard preaching on forgiveness, you know the big F word as he calls it. He talked of forgiveness and I think this was in part due to what his wife is going through with her sister. Now I listen to Ben preach, but I did not get it, you know that feeling that he was really preaching from the heart or the soul, it seem as if it was almost an act. Ben Tankard may be a preacher and this family may be of the religious faith and belief but for me there is something seriously missing as for this family and their ways. They have their daughter Brooklyn who seems not to be able to forgive her father for not being in her life like he should and she blames everything that goes wrong in her life on the fact that her father was not there as he should have been. Now there are people who grow up without fathers in their life at all and they do not get in trouble as Brooklyn have or get pregnant just because of it. Brooklyn just does not want to own up to the fact that she is grown and what she does is her actions and not her dad, she can blame her daddy all she wants but Brooklyn knows right from wrong and as a grown up she has to make the decision on what to do right. Ben and Jewel met up with Brooklyn to discuss what going on and I think they made a good suggestion when they ask Brooklyn to sign over custody of Diamond, this way Brooklyn can go ahead and focus on her career as she claims she is so tied up with. Why does Brooklyn not understand that not coming home and just leaving her daughter with her parents because she can is not being a mother, what is wrong with the girl. What I was more upset with was Benji, who talks with his a** apparently, he told his parents with Diamond right in the room about kicking out Brooklyn and Diamond as a child got to hear this negativity about her mother out of Benji's mouth. Benji is a boy and does not know that anyone with half of a brain would not kick out a mother with a child, he does not care but what if his parents decided to kick him and his wife out, they are so childish and do not understand what it means to be married other than they can sleep together under their parents roofs. Me as an adult would never disrespect my parents be having sex under my parents room, that is why you get your own house. What really showed Benji immaturity is he had the audacity to say that him and his wife will have this big wedding and his dad will just have to cough up the money. His young wife, Shanira really thinks she deserves a big wedding because of the small one and why did they have a small one, it was a shot gun wedding and she was pregnant. But now she feels as if she is owed some glamorous over the top wedding, why not just get the money his father is offering you guys and get that new house and have that big wedding later, why do young people only think of material things. I have to say I do not really care for Shanira anyway because she is always in the family business with Benji and running her mouth what his sisters should do, why not just stay out of your husbands family business, she also seems to be happy she is in with a family that has money, she does not care how she got there, I do not she real love in these two young people. Jewel is still waiting on this apology from her sister when I have no reason as to why and do not understand the entire situation, other than Jewel is a real phony woman and boy does it show on television. This family really is a big mess and with all the money they have, they have more problems than I could ever think of having, and yet they say they are happy and the father grins from ear to ear. I would not be happy if my family is not happy. What is that saying, money is the root of all evil. Ben Tankard and his wife has all this money but yet they have family problems and they do not know why or how to solve them. Are they really living their life like God said too, think about it.

Breaking The Faith 12-22-13 (#BreakingTheFaith)

Did you watch Breaking The Faith last night and if you did not you missed a lot. Last night episode was about the some of the women coming to their own. Martha decided she would talk with some of Mormons girls and try and understand where they are coming from, so she joined a get together the girls had. According to Martha the FLDS cut out socializing in their communities because they decided that it would involve the girls and boys having to much interaction with one another, yes another control technique. The FLDS did not want the young girls and guys interacting because they may have gotten together with one another and like each other as well, they could have gotten together and actually talk, now you know the FLDS do not want these young people to talk to one another because they want all the control. This mind control the FLDS uses on its people is really crazy, it is so strong that people like Connie and Angie were arguing with Martha about hanging out with these groups of girls and even accusing Martha of possibly being brain washed herself by these Mormons. Connie had the audacity to tell everyone that she stills believes most of the teachings of the FLDS and she will raise her children with these belief, so like the young men said, if she believes so much in the FLDS teachings why did she and Angie leave. Now why these girls were all jumping on Martha, Val who also wants to begin learning the ways of the gentiles said not a word to defend Martha thinking, she actually believed as Martha did but she said nothing I guess because of her fear of the girls jumping on her case. Martha ran off and began staying with the Mormons girls and the funny thing about it is Val all of a sudden got brave and decided to by her some norm clothing, and she put them on, let down her hair and the woman looked great, she almost looked like a model. Something I learned in the episode that the FLDS preached to their community is that people of darker skin is not to be trusted because they were taught that some of the people who fought against God caught on fire and their skin turned dark, so people of color are not to be trusted, now that is funny. The things these cult and yes I said cult teach these people are so over the top and I can not believe that these people choose not to try and find out if this is true or not. I am glad that Val is dating a guy of color because ignorance is no excuse for trying to learn for yourself what is true or not. Val is finding out for herself that these teachings had a lot of lies tied in with them. What is stumping me is Angie and Connie, why are these two women refusing to budge and try to make their way in their new life, they seem to just sit on the couch and judge other people. Now I see that Martha will be getting this make over next week by the girls and I am excited for her, I am not sure but I think the other girls will be getting make over as well, as for Val she has seemed to made her own make over and it looks good. I am hoping the other two girls will get out more, I am not sure about Connie who has a man in the gentile world already why is she acting so stuck up, as for Angie this young lady has not had much to do with the outside world and does not seem she is at all accustomed to anything and that includes having dated, but then again we have to remember that a lot of these women did not date in FLDS, they were at very young ages promised to a man. It seems to really be getting juicy on this show, what really has me stumped is where the hell is Jake, he must have a woman back home.

The Real Housewives of Atlanta 12-22-13 (#RHOA)

I know you all saw Real Housewives of Atlanta and for those of you who did not, you missed a lot of shade being thrown around. I do not know what is going on with Kandi but what I do know is she never cared for Nene and for some unknown reason she is really starting to act like a jack-a. Kandi has really been throwing Nene shade and the funny thing about it is Nene is trying not to be a bit** about it but yet Kandi keeps pushing. After being the very last one to show up for the trip Kandi had the audacity to get the masters sweet at the Inn Nene booked for them and see nothing wrong with taking the master sweet. Why Kandi is acting the way she is, has a lot of people puzzled. I personally think that she is not happy with her personal life and can not control the situation between her mom and Todd so she chooses to take it out on the girls. We all know Kenya can be overwhelming but Kandi hollering at Kenya on the bus was over the top to me, she talked about Kenya hollering but yet Kandi was the one who began hollering and acting stupid. If Kandi did not want to hear what Kenya had to say all she had to do was put on her headphones and sit back, not all that over the top cursing she does all the time. As for the trip the women all seem to have a pretty good time, except for the incident with Mynique and Phadera and Mynique and Kandi. Yes the uncomfortable situation between Mynique and the other two women having dated her husbands years ago, was brought up and yes it was more than awkward. Now Mynique was the one that actually brought the subject up to Kandi by asking her about dating her husband so Mynique should have left the entire situation buried and nothing would have became of it. What I did not like is the situation between Mynique and Phaedra when Phaedra so call read Mynique and everyone made a big deal of it. I personally think Phaedra is one of the corniest person on the show and her reading someone is so understated that I really do not get her read. Of course Kandi call herself being upset after Nene had a talk about the rules while on the road, so she and Phadera went out for a walk and talked about everyone else as usual. I know Kandi and Phadera are both very close, so they have each others back when it comes to saying they are right and everyone else is wrong and they do not know why everyone is hating on them. If you ask me Kandi almost began to act as if she is better than the rest of the group of girls, she is starting to put herself on the pedestal that is really making me dislike her. I thought Kandi was alright in the beginning but now I am not a fan at all, her attitude towards Nene is getting uglier almost everyday and she is always putting the other girls down. I do not know if this is coming from her close friend and Todd and her having possible doubts, now we have to say she did leave them alone while traveling to Savannah, if I was her I would keep this so called close friend closer. Now as for poor Porsha, I am really tried to decide if this woman is as dumb as she appears. When the tour guide took the women to the oldest church in North America and talked of the underground railroad, Porsha had the nerve to say, they had to have a way to get the train in the building. You should seen the looks on the others faces when she said this and how the women scramble to try and explain to Porsha that the underground railroad was not a real railroad and did not include a real train. Overall the trip begin to end up on a good note when all the women cleared the air with one another and put on their big panties and apologize. Now only if Porsha can get some black history lessons, I am not sure what school she attended but apparently they skipped this part.

Bold & The Beautiful (@BandB_CBS)

I am not a big writers of day time soap opera, especially since most of them are off the air. But one in particular soap opera that I do still watch that is still on the air, is the Bold and The Beautiful. This is one of the stories that I did not watch from the beginning and got into after watching some episodes with my mother and she explaining to me who was who. I come to learn that one of the very main character was a woman called Brooke Logan. For you all that do not know Brooke, she is this very salsa, sexy woman who can turn any man's head when she walk into a room and Brooke did this for many years on the show, not to mention she slept with all the men in this little Santa Barbara town. Maybe I should not say that she slept with all the men, but really she did, this included her own daughters husband, yes you heard me right, how low can you go right. This woman I learned over the years was a piece of work and she did not care who she walked over to get her man, although she kept claiming her man was Ridge. For you all that do not know Ridge, he is a Forrester, this is one of the main families that lives and design clothing in this town. Yes this stories is based on families who design, with beautiful models all around them. Now Ridge who has been back and forth with Brooke, has also had a relationship with another woman on the show known as Taylor and not only that they have had three children together but yet Ridge always goes back to Brooke. Now on this last split of Ridge and Brooke I thought it would be permanent because the actor who played Ridge was tired of playing the role, but yet they decided to bring another actor in his place and all of sudden Ridge is back whom and guess what he wants. You guessed it, Ridge wants Brooke back and to start they life all over again, but Brooke who has had children by Ridge father as well as other men has had an ongoing relationship with another man on the show that Ridge is not at all fun of, how do you think he will take this. I can almost write the story, Ridge know matter how angry he gets with Brooke or sleep with another woman and gets engage to this woman, he will still marry Brooke. I for one wanted to say to the writers of daytime soap operas do they not know this is why they are a dying breed. They continue to write in circles, the same situations over and over again, it may be a different person or different place, but it is always the same situations and that is getting old. Of course I am upset with the storyline and I have decided not to watch it and maybe come back six months later because nothing new will really be happening other than Brooke will get what she wants as always, and everyone else in the town will be miserable. All the men will pant for Brooke and the other women will get that second hand love. Please daytime soap writers if any of you are reading this, try mixing up these storylines sometimes and try thinking out of the box. Kill someone will all know and love off, you could have killed Ridge or try putting Brooke with someone poor instead of all these rich over the top men. Let us see different writings and make us remember why we fell in love with daytime soap opera in the first place.

Bonnie & Clyde Second half

I finally got to finish watching the second half of Bonnie and Clyde. I was so excited about the first half and how much of a great job these two young actors did in portraying the two that I was anxious to see the second half and just got time to watch it. Now as for the second half of course the actors were still great, what I was over excited about seeing, was Clyde brother and his wife joining them in the robbing and although we got to see this, we did not see really much into Clyde's brother or his wife life, now this is understandable because the movie is about Bonnie and Clyde but for me having watch the story told on the history channel, Clyde's brother was a big part of his life especially when it came to them joining forces to rob together. We also know that Clyde's brother wife wrote the story about their time on the run and that is where a lot of this information actually came from. The ending I am assuming was a lot of presumption because was they really sure that Clyde was fed up with Bonnie and how she was seeking the lime light. It was hard for me to believe that these two actually went into a trap knowing that they would be killed. I know that they said Clyde said he would never return to prison again and I believe this but would he have actually took Bonnie with him into this trap knowing that she to would be killed or would he have told her to start a new life and he went alone, that is what I would have like to have thought, especially with the way they seemed to have really loved one another. I am always amazed at the fact at how many times the police officers shot up into the car, did they really have to shoot that many times, and although some people say this was of course over the top, I do not think so, I really do believe they shot up the car this many times and there were many eyewitnesses who saw the car. Cops really must panic when they are in fear of someone, even after they have fallen. Overall the second half was a success, it was sad to see the real pictures of their bodies but I have to remember they did kill others, including a man on Christmas in front of his family.

Did You Know That Poker Online Gambling Is against the Law in United State

Did you know that online gambling was against the law in the United States as of now. I had know idea and always wondering about these online gambling games, because people would actually put up money online to gamble. I also assumed that for some reason this would be monitored by the government because I thought they would want to know what was happening to its citizens money. Now as  person who saw this online, I was myself cautious because to me this is a scary thing to put your money up online and play a game not sure who you were playing against or where your money was really going and who was actually keeping your money banked. I did not every sing up to play any games for money online and I guess this was because I grew up poor and my money is a means of survival for me. I have to survive so I use my money to eat, cloth myself and keep a roof over my head. I think I am more afraid to be out in the cold with no place to stay and no table to eat, rather than take the chance of throwing my money away on a game I am not sure I would win and even if I was sure I win I am doubtful that I would throw it on a poker game or any other online game that requires me to deposit money. But I have to remember life if different for all of us who are here, it is not as easy as me saying I would not do it because it would mean I may not eat the next day, some people do not look at it that way and they have reasons that they gamble. Gambling is known to be additive and for people with those additive tendency, gambling can become a problem once they get hooked. Now the online poker playing being band is for a reason an although a lot of people say that it is none of the government's business and why should they decide rather or not a person should be able to gamble online is not understanding the entire concepts. I can personally understand why United States felt a need to control online poker gambling, although it is available in certain states and now I am hearing that Indian Casinos will be able to offer the gambling online. Gambling is big money and I guess a lot of these Indian reservations that allow gambling realize how much casinos have conserved their reservations and want to grow and figure they can do this by allow gambling to available for their casinos online as well. I think it is okay for people to gamble but I think that if it is online their should be a lot of monitoring and some kind of limit as to how much money you put up. Listening to this one site taking most of its customers money is exactly something that I am scared of, this site gave some of its customers its payoff but stiffed a lot of it customers and knowing my luck I be one of the customers they stiff. For all you who do not know what happen, on April 15, 2011, which has been dubbed Back Friday by online poker players, the United States shut down some online poker companies due to criminals act. Can you believe it these company cheated a lot of online players and yet the poker community was upset by the shut down of these companies, you know these had to be the people that won and actually got money from these sites. For now their are many working on the United States to reintroduce the poker online gambling by saying how much revenue it will generate and who is it hurting and it can be successful if the United States just monitor the sites. Okay we know what will happen if they do approve it again, the first person to lose a lot of money will be ready to sue the United States for letting it back in.

Farm Kings 12-19-13 (@FarmKings)

The Farm Kings returned last night and it was great to see all of them again, and I can say yes girls on those boys still look good. What I was most impressed about on last night show was the guys actually got to get out and do different things. These young men all help their mom with the farm and it is a seven day a week not holiday job, which is crazy to think that between the farm and trying to run the store and other things they have to do to sell their produce, these guys never was given a break. So when I saw two of the brothers get involve with stock car racing it was great, they even put the logo of their farm on the side of the car, so they are always thinking. What gets me is that one of the brothers decided he would take a Saturday off to fish and the mother called him up to say you know we do not get days off, especially on a Saturday and the son came right along to help mom. Joe the oldest is the one who was driving the race car and he did pretty good, but then he let the mother down because he did not come to breakfast because of his bruises. I have to say these boys need some kind of relief and stock car racing is a good one in my opinion. It was also great to see the younger brother Sam step up to the plate so that his brother could go race their car and give them a break. I hated to see that they could not buy their old farm from their father, apparently there is sore feelings on the father part who could not keep his farm going without the boys and so he had to sell but did not even offer to sell it to his children. The boys are still his blood but yet the father wanted money and could care less that the farm would be giving to family members so he wanted a million dollars, that was sad. But this season they are making thing to continue to happen for the family farm and they said they will be having a little more fun this season and I am glad they are able to do this. No doubt because of the show the boys are able to do others things and I am glad for this, I think this family really deserves a break because farming is not easy, we have to remember the job they do everyday helps feed us. So I hope they have many more episodes and make millions of dollars so they continue to grow that natural produce because they is the only produce I east. I am glad that they actually let one of the brothers go to college as well and not only that he will become a doctor, go Luke. I know they could use Luke on the farm but if he is smart enough to be a doctor they can not beat having a doctor in the family. I see that on next week episode they talk of Elizabeth wedding and I am glad to know that she is getting married, I hope she has an understanding man and hopefully he will start showing his face and help the family on the farm, just jump right in, nothing like a man who marries a woman is willing to take on some family chores. It was great to hear Pete, who is my favorite tell Sam that they appreciated what he did for them over the weekend, sibling or not is always great to be told that you are appreciated and not just assume that you should do something and never be thanked for it.

Shipping Wars 12-17-13 (@SippingWars)

I did not miss Shipping Wars on Tuesday night I just got around to writing about it. I watch these guys fight over carrying loads again and again and again I watched Jarrett try to big on loads that he knew were way over his head but he bid on them anyway, what is wrong with him and why is he still part of this group on shipping wars, I guess every reality show has to have an idiot or it would not be funny. We all got to here Jen announce to the world that she was pregnant, like we did not figure this on the first episode. I put on my blog either she has become very fat or the woman is prego's and I guess it is now official. How the world this woman drives around being pregnant is beyond me, because we women know how much a pregnancy can take out of you, why does she not have any help, where is the father of this baby? I must say that I did like it when Jarrett had his uncle riding around with him in that rocking chair sitting in the back, Jarrett should always get his uncle to ride with him, he is a funny man. I am sorry to see that Mark still not getting any loads, where are the huge loads that Mark can carry people. As for Robbie and Chris they still have huge egos that really gets them no where, other than looking like they are trying to put themselves on a pedestal that is way out of their reach, nobody but God has a pedestal this high. As for my favorite and yes his is still my favorite, Mr. Roy. Roy is still the best and will continue to be the best as long as he is a man of his word, delivers in the time he promised and delivery a product in top notch condition and this is what Roy does every time. Most of the people say Roy is unfriendly, egotistical but the man talks of what he knows a like on Tuesday night show he told the young hippies that it was illegal to haul that head at that height, he was absolutely correct. Roy let his customers know why he can not do something when it is in regards to the rules of the road and that is what I like about this man, he shows true professionalism, who cares if he does not smile, that is his prerogative. By the way, why does Roy not have a facebook page?

MOB Wives-New Blood 12-19-13 (@MWNewBlood)

Mob wives was it usual exciting self. I watch this new girl Natalie dig her self a deeper and deeper grave, with Renee of all people. This girl Natalie apparently can not hold her liquor and she does not need to be around the girls when she drinks because she has a mouth that runs like diarrhea. So the night begins with the girls meeting up and the new lady Alicia was as gusty as any woman gets and she straight up and asked Renee about the wire taps she heard on the tap and how Renee who was suppose to be her friend hung out with Alicia's husband supposedly ex, but on the real Alicia's husband who is named Eddie was actually still messing around with his ex and you guess it, Renee knew the entire time and told Alicia nothing, what a low blow. Now Renee you are always pitching the saying that you are not a snitch and Eddie was your friend so you felt more loyalty towards Eddie than Alicia and that is why you felt compel not to tell her, but why hang out with the woman while you knew she was messing with Eddie if you were suppose to be friends with Alicia as well, why not separate yourself from this entire situation. What was good about the meeting was Alicia straight out asked Renee what was up and was she messing with her husband, Renee said no she did not mess with Eddie but she knew the woman was but she did not feel it was any of her business. I like the fact that Alicia had this on her mind and she came out and asked Renee, now Alicia does not agree with Renee but she holds not hard feelings, good woman. As for Renee, did anyone she that handsome young eye candy she has latching on to her arm and please Renee do not get mad because I call the man eye candy, he is what he is. What he wants with you in my opinion is one thing, and that is to be on television, although I must say it does not hurt to see a man like him on any woman's television set, a special wrapped candy cane and just before Christmas. I am sorry I got a little carried away now back to the show. This Natalie chick just does not know when to stop, she called Big Ang and Drita whores and then after Renee's new eye candy walked in she did some hands on and called him delis, yes she said this in front of Renee and we know how crazy Renee is about a man. I was glad to see Drita take her daughter to self defense class to handle these girls that are bullying her, that was a great idea Drita, she will not have to worry about these girls picking with her anymore, all she has to do is take the one with the biggest mouth down and it is done. I think these lady needs to really teach this girl Natalie a lesson, she seems to think she is smarter and badder than the other women, why I do not know. I notice on the next episode the women will be going to Los Vegas, so maybe she will learn a lesson here. I did notice that Renee is going on a drinking binge, which is never good and she is headed for this young lady, you best to run Natalie or duck which everyone is more convenient at the time. It will be very interesting, although I hate that Renee is going back to her old ways because of other people, she has to understand that she is the only one who can control her own temper.

Braxton Family Values 12-19-13 (#BFV)(@BraxtonFV)

Tonight on Braxton Family Values was a little drama. It was Towanda's fortieth birthday party, and I must say she is a very fab forty, okay. What was hard for Towanda was that trying to have this big party she had a lot to do and really needed he sisters help, but her sisters, who of course have their own venues going on, were really not there. The only two that could really stand by her sides where Trina and Tracie of course because these two are not as busy as Toni and Tamar are with their music career. Now I am sorry to say but it seems to me that Tamar who really seem to be hating on Towanda about everything on this party and I know this is because there is real tension between Towanda and Tamar, she seems to be making up being more busy then she really is. Now I know Tamar have won some awards and she has radio shows and possible interviews to do, but I am not a fan of this woman's music at all, she seems to me and again people this is my opinion, all I see her doing is lip singing. I watch Tamar perform on the soul train award and for me it was more like a train wreck, she again lip sing and tried to use her hair to cover the area of her mouth, like we could not tell and the outfit, well lets just say she could use a little work. Now for Tamar to act so disrespectful toward her sister tonight and say that she feels that her sister did not support her at her highlight, my question is why would she need to support Tamar when Tamar head is so big already, she was praising herself before she had the biggest record. Tamar went to her sister birthday party and left before the girls could perform because she claimed she had to take care of her baby and the smoke was bothering her vocal cords and again why would you worry about your vocal cords because you do not really sing. Tamar actually left because she said she was not going to make a fool of herself on stage when her career is in stake, well Tamar I am here to tell you it is to late, you have done this at the soul train awards that I saw your sister Towanda sitting in the audience clapping for you, when she knew you were messing up. Why does Tamar feel that everything caters to her, she judge Tracie and her husband situation and now she is judging Towanda. I know it sounds like I am upset and I am because I really wanted to she the School Daze performance and I think it would have been great, rather or not Tamar knew her steps. Because Tamar left and of course her mother who was riding with her had to go with her, she cause Towanda performance to be cancelled and like Trina said, she was ready and had the act down pack because she of course practice for her sister. Now we see the episode that will return after the holidays and it shows Tamar putting on those crocodiles tears in front of the camera so that everyone will feel sorry for her and choose her side and say that the big bad bully Towanda is picking on little sister, when in reality I see Tamar is the bully and baby who thinks it is all about her and if it does not go her way then everyone else is in the wrong. If Tamar was a supportive sister she would have stayed at the birthday party asked her sister can we do it right away because I have to leave and did the performance for her sister an then left. I think Towanda would really have admire Tamar more if she had at least tried to do the performance, because that would have showed the support of a sister. By the way Towanda was looking good as a almost nude model. To be forty this woman body sure is not telling it, I think Tamar body looks older than Towanda's. I wish the show was coming back on next week I can not wait until it returns. Happy Birthday Towanda and many more.

Little People, Big World 12-17-13 (#LPBW)

Little People Big World had its season finale tonight but and it was rather interesting because both Matt and Amy feels after having raised their kids and has done as much as they can with the farm, they are at a crossroads of what do they do now. I have watch this show over the years and I will tell you these two little people has showed me more gut then any normal size person, taking on very over the top tasks and getting them done. I love the way the two of them instilled values and taught their children about the rights and wrongs of life as well as teaching them things parents are there to teach their children, like how to drive . This couple not only did a great job in raising their children they also ran a farm and believe you me farm is hard work, not to mention having a farm that they converted into a pumpkin patch every year and now a marriage venue, by the way they have one of the best places to have a marriage ceremony and reception and they go out of their way to make their customers feel very special. Now as far as this finale everyone including the children whom all but one are grown and have moved out was wondering how Matt and Amy will get along with the kids no longer in the house. Both Matt and Amy said they grew apart a while ago and never really spent anytime together. Matt was usually outside doing things on the farm as Amy spent time doing things around and in the home. When they both are in the house at the same time they said they are usually in different rooms. They both agree that they argue a lot and they both said that they can not take a trip together because they never agree on anything and Matt made the statement that he does not believe other couples go through this. Well Matt I am here to tell you that you are wrong. I know you and Amy have twenty five years of being together and me and my husband have twenty and it is the same. We do not really talk anymore and we are usually in separate rooms when we are in the house together. I began finding myself thinking like Amy as to regrets on how we got together and how fast was it and was it too fast, did we give ourselves enough time. I began thinking the years was great as we had the children in the house to occupy our time but now the house is lonely even when we are here together, we can not find anything in common to do and we go separate ways. We can not travel because we disagree on place to go and when we do we argue on the entire trip, there is no fun in what we do together. I understand Amy and Matt are at a crossroads and I know how it can be hard for couples after so many years. What I have come to believe is that the one thing that couples like me and my husband are missing in our lives is God, I believe we have to make sure we put God first and trust that if we follow God's path to the vows we made to one another than we will go in the right direction. We have to  have God in our life and I do not see Matt or Amy talk of God or how God is in their lives or relationship.

Vanilla Ice Goes Amish

have anyone watched Vanilla's Ice Goes Amish show, I looked at this show while on vacation and I really like it. I love the way that he works with the Amish people to help people work on Amish and outsiders projects to give them what they need. It is great to see Vanilla brings his experience and combine it with the Amish knowledge, I really like the way the Amish takes their time with their craftsmanship and their craftsmanship along with Vanilla's knowledge of modern world works out great. What is more fascinating is watching how the Amish are really opening up to the outside world to get help and the fact that they are learning that not all outsiders are bad.  A lot of these Amish people are really getting the opportunity to redo their houses and make them look more updated and get more modern conveniences inside which is great. What is even more special is a lot of these Amish people have carpentry experience which is a great skill to have and these people do not mind helping Vanilla with working on their projects, the Amish are very hard working people and there is nothing wrong with that. They had one episode where there was an Amish man who actually pimped out buggy's, now that was funny. Vanilla Ice of course wanted an all white buggy, which just seemed a little plain to me, but that is my opinion. I do have one request, I wish Vanilla Ice and the Amish crew could come and help pimp out my garage, my husband starts these projects and they never seem to get finish so you know what I have, a big mess of course. I could really use some project worked on in my house, maybe one day. The episodes are really good and the entire reasoning behind it is that of a good one, this show really shows Vanilla Ice has a good heart and is doing right by people with his skill. I hope it gets more air time and more acknowledgment comes from the show and what it is doing for people.

Black Ink Crew 12-16-13 (#BlackInkCrew)(@BlackInkCrew)

Last night's episode of Black Ink was a sad one for me. I was sad to see the O*sh** could not think of anyone but himself, not even his children and his was sinking deeper in deeper in the depression of his life at this moment. O*sh** was doing just that he was not giving a sh** and all he wanted to do is think about the possible jail time he would get and how this would keep him from seeing his children instead of choosing to fight and show up too his appointments at work and keeping a meeting he had with the only woman that could possibly get him off. Why not fight for your children and give them that opportunity to have a father be there for them. It was like Walter said, O*sh** is choosing to be a father that is not there instead of choosing to fight and be a father that is there. You will have plenty of time if you do get locked up to reflect what you did wrong but for now while you are still out you should choose to fight as much as possible against the alleged allegations that are against you, for your children if nothing else. O*sh** was tattoo a client and he hit it right on the head, he told O*sh** that he have a lot of people that care for him that are willing to fight for him, so why would he not fight for himself. Hopefully O*sh** will take what Walt and this client of him has told him and start thinking positive and fight for his freedom. I was also sadden that Dutchess and Ceaser went all the way to Jamaica just to break up, what was this all about. Now I listen to Ceaser say that it seems as if Dutchess did not want to go on the trip with him and she probably did, I know if I knew all of your friends did not like me but yet I had to go around them I would not have went either. I think Dutchess should have be honest about her feelings and just told Ceaser that she was real uncomfortable with going around people that did not care about her and Ceaser should have been honest as well a let Dutchess know that he was still upset about her talking to her ex and did not trust her to stay home alone. Yes I could tell that Ceaser was not trusting of Dutchess and this is the only reason he wanted her to go with him, just like a man for you instead of saying they are jealous they just act as if they don't care. Now what happens to Dutchess she gets over exerted and anxious and falls out in Jamaica and has to rush for medical treatment. It all comes back on Dutchess and she began remembering the things that she has been through with Ceaser and one of them was that she paid for this man child support so that he would not go to jail, something I would not have done if I was her. I always think it is a no, no when a woman helps a man out paying his obligations, especially in the beginning of a relationship because you will be doomed to regret it, let that man if he is a man handle his own affairs. If Ceaser was a man he would not have let Duchess pay his child support anyway, he would have said thank you but no thank you and been happy with the fact that he had a woman that was willing to do that. As for Puma I was glad that he was in Jamaica ready to get married but there is still that doubt and I heard it on television as everyone else did, Ted said it out his own mouth that Puma did not know this woman he is marrying well and he does not think Puma should do it. In other words she was this random woman he met and she got pregnant, of course he had to do the right thing because he got this woman pregnant but it seems like there is a big cloud over this situation. Not only that what will Puma's fiancee now think about Teddy now that he has made this comment, just think about it. I can not wait until next week show, I would like to see how the weddings goes off especially after seeing Puma get smart with his fiancees mother, that is pretty interesting, if you ask me this entire throwing a family together thing is just crazy. It just makes me wonder if they do get married how long will it really last, was the relationship based on love and how much can you love a person in such a short time, that is just my opinion.

Total Divas (#TotalDivas) (@TotalDivasE)

I was working last week and forgot to record so I am just catching up and what I am watching is almost everyone getting engage. I do like Brie and Bryan relationship and I was glad to see them get engaged and I love the way Bryan went about doing this, who would have thought it, a real great proposal and brought the family in on it. Now I watch Nikki brought in her friends and they practically drilled John Cena but I have to say John stood up to this women and he did what he should have done, he spoke from the heart and he told his truth, what he felt about marriage and children. John has a right to not want to get marry again and he has that right to feel that he will not be a good father to a child being on the road and if Nikki decides to stay by his side maybe later on down the line he may change his mind or he may not, it is up to Nikki to decide if she will leave. Now as for Nikki saying she needs to talk to John Cena I do not know if this is a good idea because he said how he feels and explained why he is choosing to make this decision but a lot of time I think Nikki is not listening, it seems as if she hears what Cena is saying and she does not like it but she is really not listening to him and why he is making this choice, she seems kind of selfish to me, like she will make this man change his mind because of what she wants. One thing I disagree with and that is a woman trying to make a man into what she wants, most of the time this does not work, you will pay for it in the in. John Cena is a nice man and he has been married before and he knows what it takes but you can not put more than a man is willing to handle on his plate. As for Eva going against her family to elope, she seems a bit immature and for some reason just wants to be marry, what is wrong with waiting. I had no idea she was engaged to be married before and listening to her family she is jumping at things before she thinks them through. I know Johnathan is suppose to be in love with Eva Marie but I am shocked a man is willing to jump into a marriage this quick anyway so I think it was right for Eva to wait and let her family get to know Johnathan, that is how it should be, if you love each other now you will love each other a year down the line. Is it just me or does it seem like that Nikki is jealous of what Brie have and she wants the same thing, not everyone life is the same and not everyone with it is your twin sister or not life will turn out the same way. When John Cena said to Nikki he could not give her that life she wanted I really do hope she was listening this time and not trying to tone it out like she always does. Nikki needs to stop being selfish and take John feelings into considerations sometimes because like he said he does have his opinion as well, what sacrifice have she made in the relationship that he have not made, he change some of his ways for her as well. Relationships are hard and now the question is what will they do, I think Nikki is so wrong for trying to put John Cena on the spot like this, what do women get out of doing this just to say they are engaged, maybe that is it maybe John can propose to Nikki but never actually marry her. I know people who have been engaged for years before getting married, but then we know the next future forty episodes will be her pressuring John Cena to actually get marry.

Watch What Happen:Live 12-15-13 (#WWHL)

I watch what happen live tonight and the only reason I watched it is because it had Kenya on it, I am not a real big fan of Flo-rida. I wanted to hear Kenya side of things and just as I guess everyone jumped on Kenya about her rampage on the bus and yes Kenya was some in the wrong but she was not all in the wrong. No said anything about the other ladies and how extremely late they were to the luncheon that Nene wanted to have before they took off, no one seem to think that was rude at anyone point or time and none of the women that were late to the time to apologize to Nene. Now as I choose to believe Kenya, as much as people want to hate Kenya especially when it comes to choosing either Kenya or Kandi side and we all know that most people will choose Kandi side each time. People really are not giving Kenya a chance and no matter how much you all dislike Kenya you have to give this woman her props, she is in better shape then any of the women on the show, did you see her dropping it like she was hot at her age and she speaks up for herself. Say what you want but I believe Kenya when she said that Phadera has a bigger problem then with her because I for one always believe that Apollo has been messing around on Phadera and I for one believe it had nothing to do with Kenya it was Apollo trying to hide something. I would not be shocked if someone show some photos of Apollo and some other woman, he sure do like to go out to the gym a lot and he is quick temper with Phadera and we women usually knows what this means. If you ask me I think Phadera knows this as well and that is why she is so passive when it comes to hearing about Apollo doing something. I was actually disappointed with tonights episode of Watch What Happen because it just seems like it was a Kenya bashing and Andy I am a little surprise you did not defend Kenya a little more, you should give Kenya some positives.

Breaking the Faith 12-15-13 (@TLCBreakingTheFaith)

All the crew seems to be loosening up a bit on Breaking the Faith but I still do not understand why is the club the first place these group have to visit when they escape from a different society. Why can they not go to a movie, skating ring, a musical or a fair. I myself do not like club I definitely know it would be fearful to someone who has never been out in this crazy world of ours. I can not believe how much the FLDS really controlled these young people until I hear them talk about it more and more. Now I learn that they were told they could not longer ride bicycles and it was taken from them, they said that was the only real fun they had and they said they did not know why it was taken from them, other than possibly to many people getting hurt on them. Warren Jeffs and his brothers were something else, they really had these people brained wash and when you listen to some of the other guys talk they say that they were told they could not do certain things like play cards but Warren Jeffs and his brother Lyle Jeffs family played all the time, it is all about control in these compounds. I like the way they call it the Crick, I think it is suppose to be the Creek but these people are uneducated,of course the dummier you keep your people the less likely they are to know anything, so of course school was not promoted, it is rather said when you think about it, these kids have missed out on so much and they don't even realize it. Some of this freedom may have be going to some of the people heads though, look at how Val is acting, she is even freaking me out, if anyone ask her where she has been she just says it is no ones business. Now I know that the control they had over them in the FLDS was restraining and they are trying to get away from that but Val is off the chain with not answering any of their questions, she could have gotten hurt running off by herself when she left the club. I was glad to see Connie and Cody work out and that she was open to what he has been doing since he has been out of the Crick, she could not expect him to just wait around for her. Zack wanting to find his mother is a good idea, it was sad to hear that his mother was banned because she talked to her own son, how controlling is that. she is a mother. I am glad Zack is getting help and I really hope that he finds his mother, I like to meet the mother that took that chance to talk to her son when he left, she must be a strong woman. Now I really admire that Matt wants to join the military and I hope that someone helps him get his GED so that he can join I think it will be a great experience for him but what I do not like is that Matt acts as if he has to control everyone in the house, know what they are doing and where they are at, at all times, now that is some FLDS crap, he has to learn to let that go. I can not wait to see what Val does in future episodes because she seems to be up to something and she does not want anyone help and next week some of the women seem to be changing over to regular clothing. Now I feel sorry for Ben he seems like a really nice guy but he says he has no game and he really does not know how to talk to any woman, he was doing right by starting off slow and talking to the girls that came over, he will slowly get use to it and courage from this if he keeps it up. Now I am trying to figure out what happen to Jake, some seems to think he just had something else to take care of and that is why he took off although last week he said the God Squad was following him and he did not want him to follow the rest of them. I hope all these girls make it successfully and help others get out this Crick because it sounds like hell and a lot of them have siblings that they had to leave behind. Do you listen to those tapes they play of Warren Jeffs talking of the prophet it sounds real creepy it freaks me out just listening to his voice, he sounds like this nerd who his making up things in his own words.

Thicker Than Water 12-15-13 (#ThickerThanWater)

Did you see Thicker Than Water tonight, it had Kandi and Todd on it. The reason for Kandi appearance on the show was Jewel wanted Kandi to talk to her group that she gets together to teach women how to become millionaires. What was funny about it was Kandi got the chance to teach Jewel two lessons while she was there and one that I saw was that just because you got money does not mean you have to make others feel at a lower standard or beneath you by talking above their heads. Jewel had the audacity to say that the average American makes a 100,000 dollars, what world is she living in or has the money just gone to Jewel head, how can her and her husband have a church and not know what is going on in the real world for their congregation and that is making it from paycheck to paycheck. I guess Jewel is trying to set this high bar to make everyone want to at least make this amount of money but you do not do this by making others feel bad for not making this money, you suppose to be giving real advice on how they can do this. I have to agree with Jewel sister when she says her sister is just living in this fantasy world and she is quick to judge others. Jewel is so out of touch she really does not know how to deal with her own children, she just seems to be out of touch with them, it is all about what Jewel wants and that her children will do as she say and that is it. Cyrene was a big part of the show tonight and she is like any teenager, she is struggling with the pressure of being a teenager. She wants a boyfriend and has a guy whom she is close with but she keeps hearing her mother and father in her ear on what she should do or not do as she is talking to this boy. Now I agree with Jewel that Cyrene should not be having sex at a young age and girls should not have to prove to a boy they love them by having sex. What the thing about Jewel is she is in her daughter ear constantly and if she raise her child correctly should she not be confident in the fact that her child will make the right choice and not keep buzzing in her ear, it only made Cyrene more upset because she felt that her mother did not trust her. Cyrene invited her friend over the house and her mother as well as her father was almost watching their every move. They stepped outside at one point and like Cyrene said it is not like they will have sex in the back yard on the rocks, why was they picking out the blinds. Kandi came over to dinner and she wondered why Jewel held so a tight ring on her daughter to the point she could not really kiss a guy. Kandi made a point to tell Jewel that if your child will do something she will do it without your knowledge because you have such a tight hold on her. If you want your daughter to be able to come to you and not feel like she will be judge than you will have to put your trust in your child and show that you trust him or her. The show ended up with Cyrene breaking it off with the guy because she knew it was the right thing but she was in tears and hear mother was still buzzing in her ear as her daddy began to understand the hurt of his daughter and just began being there for her and rocked her in his arm as a daddy should. As for Jewel she was still running her mouth about it is the right thing and Cyrene walked away calling her Mama Dearest, what a low blow but she deserved it.

The Real Housewives of Atlanta 12-15-13 (#RHOA)

Did you watch housewives of Atlanta tonight, it was a big old big old mess. It started out with Mama Joyce going to Phadera of all people for advice on her daughters relationship and what should she do as far as ensuring that a pre-nup is in place and if not what are the possible consequences of Kandi not having a pre-nup. What I have learn is that if something should happen to Kandi, God forbid then a will, will trump the pre-nup in Atlanta, that was good to know. Now as far as this trip the ladies were to take to Savanah. I have to say that Ms. Nene went out of her way to make it special for the girls and as usual, Kandi and Phadera made a late entry. Now don't tell me you guys have not notice that Kandi and Phadera seem to make it a point to make it late to Nene's events, what is up with that. I have notice that Kandi and Phadera both tend to give Nene shade, now I know that there is no love lost with Kandi and Phadera when it comes to Nene so I do not expect to much from these women, but too me Nene is the real woman because she does show up to their events on time, think about that, so it is tacky that they do not return the favor back at least one time. I was glad that Mama Joyce did tell Kandi that she would wipe her hand to the entire situation between her, Todd and Carmon and as she said if Kandi is happy she we will be happy. I think it is good for Mama Joyce to let it go and let them chips fall where they may, because if there is a little sneaky sneak going on then it will come out in the wash, sooner or later and Mama Joyce will be there for her daughter of course. As for Porsha and those unnecessary expensive shoes, that was a no, no to me because nothing you walk on is worth 3,500 much less 7,000, I do not care how much money you have. What have our world come to when there are starving kids in our country and we find it okay to buy a 7,000 dollar pair of shoes, put down the shoes and feed over a thousands children for that price, there is not thinking needed on that part. I know that the argument on the bus was unnecessary and I would have to say Kenya over did it a little bit but why did Kandi feel the need to holler at Kenya, she was wrong we she said Kenya was hollering, she was not and I think Kandi has the pressure of her mother on her mind and because she can not let it loose on her mother like talking about she decides to take it on Kenya. Some many people are quick to judge Kenya and because so many people like Kandi they will take Kandi's side, but I am not that big of a fan of Kandi because I have watched Kandi judge people of the year and take certain people side just because she did not like another person. Kandi has also judge other people love life as well but can not keep her own in order, if you do not believe me go back and look at old episodes, you will see I am right. Kandi was a big Kim fan when she was on the show and ran back to tell her everything everyone did and that what really turn me off from Kandi, I think she is a poor judge of character, sorry Kandi.

Gal Gadot as Wonder Woman (Wendy Williams You Are Wrong)

I 100% disagree with Wendy Williams saying that Gal Gadot will not make a good wonder woman and the reason I say Wendy Williams is because this is where I heard the first disapproval of Gal playing this role. Wendy put at side by side picture of Gadot and Linda Carter beside one another and she did what she called a comparison and the first was that Gadot was not curvy enough, which I disagree because Linda Carter was not a real curvy woman, just tall, I actually thought Gadot was curvy then Carter. She also compared the height and yes Linda was taller than Gal and yes Wonder Woman is from the land of the Amazon woman but Gadot can wear some heels to give her a little more height, she has some already and a little heel and the right outfit will elongate her body giving us that amazon feel. I think she will do a great job as long as she is a great actor and watching Gal Gadot I think she can pull it off, I do not know why Wendy choose to judge the woman before she even do the movie although I know we all have our own opinion when we find out that someone is playing one of our iconic hero. I have to say I still do not see Ben Affleck playing Batman now that I think will be a train wreck and that has nothing to do with build, height or statue, it is just that Ben Affleck can play only certain roles and Batman is not one of them. Who every thought Ben was a good role as Batman must have had a little something, although I know the purpose is to get different celebrities at playing this role but I still stand by my opinion that Matthew McConaughey would make a superb Batman, just think about it. Anyway I can not wait to see Gal Gadot play Wonder Woman and I personally think she will do a great job and because so many people are being negative with Gadot playing this role will only make her do better. Of course we you have your haters you have to prove them wrong and shut them up. Prove them wrong Gal Gadot.

Mob Wives 12-12-13 (@MWNewBlood)(#MobWives)

I watched Mob Wives this past Thursday and although there was no real drama this new girl Natalie seems to be continuing to get on everyone bad side and I do not know why she feels the need to continue to make everyone upset. She told Renee that she do not know why the girls did not like her and when Renee told her about the girl saying she got really drunk, she said that was a lie she did not get drunk at all. Now tell me this is not a person who lies one thing I can not stand and that is someone looking right in someone face and lying about it, especially knowing that Renee and others can look back at the luncheon and see that she was indeed acting like an idiot and indeed drunk. What I really don't like about Natalie is that she especially seems to not like Angie and I am a big fan of Big Ang as well as others and Angie does her best to like and understand everyone that is just how she is, so for Ang not to like this woman than you know something is not right about her. Natalie is exactly as Big Ang say a trouble maker and she is someone I think Renee should stay away from. Natalie keep going in the direction she is, she is asking for her family funeral home to bury her next. As far as Alicia I like her but I do not like that she is getting in her husband business and is so upset that Karen is writing a book on her father life when he had people and her father in law killed. I am like Ang, that is man's business and that is something between the men that should stay that way, I do not think that Alicia although I know she loves her husband should be so furious with Karen about what Karen's father did to her husband's father. This was years ago and it was probably before Alicia was in the picture so why is she so determine to face off with Karen about the book she is writing, let it be. Alicia needs to worry about her own possible jail time and her husband's jail time as well and not focus on something as petty as book that was written. Now I must say it would be interesting to see Karen come back and see what the outcome would be when Alicia and Karen comes face to face, this would make for good drama. I do not see Karen on the line up for this season so I am not sure she will be coming back, I have to find out why this is so because I was a Ramona fan as well and I miss these guys, these new blood have a lot to prove and I am waiting for them to prove it.

Farm Kings Returning 12-19-13 (@FarmKings)(#FarmKings)

Does anyone watch the Farm Kings show, I watched this show this past year and had forgot about it do to it being off for the season but it will be returning this Thursday. Farm Kings is a great show and I am telling you there are some great looking men on this show. For those of you that do not know this some comes on the Great American Country channel and it is a really wholesome reality show about a family that has this farm that requires them to do a whole lot of muscle and sweat to keep this farm up and running. The King family is made up of Mom, one daughter and very ten handsome sons whom one is a special needs child, but these men are all very good looking and in rather great shapes. They all help with the farm living as well as other things they have in their lives. Lisa, which is the moms name raised all these boys to not be afraid of hard work and to take care of family first and it definitely shows. I love seeing the hard work these men put out and think nothing of it because they know they have to help their mother keep this farm running. The youngest boys play football and practice almost daily but yet wake up early in the morning to do their chores, go to football practice and then go home and work on the farm again, not to mention they do this all while still training to keep up with their football practices. This family raise fresh grown vegetables and animals that do no have all those unnecessary additives, so I am sure their food and animals taste delicious. I wish I could taste their products and may have to make a visit to try their dishes that Elizabeth cooks up one day, she went to culinary school and has a great gift not to mention of course their mother can throw down as well. If you have not watch this show I advise anyone to check it out on December 19 on the GAC channel, you will definitely not be disappointed, great family time and with good old fashion values. I think everyone and their children could benefit from watching this show especially now when kids today are so lazy and thinks the world owe them something, not this family they know the value of hard work and these boys really do work hard. There nothing wrong with hard work and this show is proof of it, hard work make for real good strong and respectful men and women as well.

Braxton Family Values 12-12-13(@WEtv,@BratonFV, #BFV)

I watched Braxton Family Values last night and I notice the show was mostly on the girls getting ready for Towanda big birthday bash. Towanda wants all her sisters to perform at her birthday party and she was not only running around trying to make sure that all her plans were in order she also was trying to get her sisters together to perform the school daze performance, yes that is what she want to do at her party. Now the sisters were a little taken as to why Towanda wants such a big party and I can understand why, I too as Towanda did not have this big lavish wedding and now that she is making money and can do something for herself why not have this big lavish party for her fortieth birthday because that is a big one. I am glad to see Towanda doing something for herself because she is usually always doing things for other people and she is a Virgo, of course we Virgo's are selfless and usually put others before ourselves, why not do something for our self every now and then. The bad thing about it is when we do finally do something for our self we feel guilty about it like we did something wrong, we Virgo's are very good people if I do say so myself. I was glad to see Tamar show up to practice for Towanda's performance but she was giving shade the entire time. I really thought Tamar was changing but apparently she can not stay nice for long or was this because Towanda did not show up at her rehersal and she is just still upset about that. I am not sure about the tension between Tamar and Towanda but I think they need to just talk and get it out in the open. I was a little disappointed to see Trina still doing business with Gabe although I know he is a good with finances, you mean to tell me she could not find anyone else, especially since he said he would charge her anyway, I guess maybe he will give her a discounted rate. I know it is nothing wrong with working with your soon to be ex and it is always better to remain friends than enemies but if you really plan on divorcing someone, you can not make them think there is even a little chance of you taking them back and this means cutting it clean, in other words if you are separating from this person then stay separate on the things you do. With Trina doing business with Gabe than she is leaving the door open, look how he told her he wanted to be there with her to interview potential bartenders, why, to be close to her. I thought he was suppose to give financial advice not business advice, Trina needs to be clear on where he stands in her life and stop playing games. I looking forward to next week because I want to see how Towanda's birthday party turns out and I really want to see how her and Tamar settle their differences.

2013 Soul Train Awards

Okay I was late watching the soul train awards and mainly this is because of course I do not expect it to be as rewarding as it has been in the past, we all have to admit that we really are losing some of our great singers and the ones that remain are steadily getting to a point they can not really stand up like they once did. I was glad to see that Treyvon Martin's mom was at the reward and the did a tribute and let her know that we care but what did sadden me is that the host Anthony Anderson said we as a people do care as others and he used Michael Jackson song, they don't care about us, which is so true to a point. But we as a people still do not stand behind one another, especially when they get in a bit of trouble and it is blown out of proportion. I say this in reference to Chris Brown, who if you ask me should be receiving a lot of awards but the young man has been thrown under the bus all because people did not forgive him for this one incident and they act like the man does not deserve a chance and people, even his people will not give him a chance, that is just sad. Now look at Tamar Braxton who won two awards, which I am still trying to figure out why because me personally do not see what everyone else is seeing in Tamar. Yes she did a couple good songs, but nothing off he charts to me and her performance was terrible, come on people don't act like you did not see it. Tamar lip singing was off and she used that blonde hair to cover up her face to hide this but she did not do a good job and as for that outfit, now she know she does not have the body to be wearing a suit like she did, only Toni could pull that off. Tamar thinks way to highly of herself and it told on the Soul Train awards because she was brave enough to believe she could pull that half nude outfit on and she looked like the train had wrecked, I am sorry but I speak the truth I see through my eyes. My husband kept asking me what was she wearing and I really could not explain it. Her performance could use a lot work and I think her family should tell her, or maybe they really think she did a great job, maybe I am just missing a whole lot because I am not seeing it. I did like that they did a dedication to  Dionne Warwick, I really think it was about time the woman deserves it. Of course I have become a big fan of K. Michelle so I was glad to see her win and Monae was a well deserved winner as well. Overall the show was good, of course it is a matter of my opinion but we just are lacking in the really great performers we had in the past and some of the up coming are either using how they look to become singers because they can make anyone sound great in a studio, hence TB, but performing live is so different and if you can not do what you do in the studio live, then you have lost my vote as a singer, but of course I guess it does not matter because the younger generation does not care about live performances as long as you sound good on the radio. I guess us older generation have to live with the fact that there will be no more Dionne Warwick, Whitney Houston, Barry White, Michael Jackson any many others that have been lost, they did not just perform things performers could really sing and live or when put on a spot. Goes are the days of old and on with the new, never thought I would live long enough to say this, very sad. I guess you could say the Soul Train Awards sadden me and I wish I did not look at it to remind me where we are going.

Black Ink Crew 12-9-13 (@BlackInkCrew)

Monday's night Black Ink Crew episode was a mild one and what I mean about mild was that there was not really anyone at anyone's throat and there was no fighting going on. Now as for Puma's wedding Ceaser had made up his mind that he would go to the wedding but that he would take Dutchess with and why not, she is his girlfriend and it will be Jamaica and a lot of something will be going on, but Dutchess in my opinion should not go to the actual wedding itself. As for Teddy taking on of his friends that just happens to be a girl, that is his right as a single man and the girl he chose is his right as well, now Dutchess telling on of Teddy's other friend who is a girl that he was taking another girl was just wrong. Dutchess should have never even opened up her mouth about Teddy taking anyone, that was none of her business. I am still upset that O*sh** did not get to go, I think it would have been real fun for him but of course he has all these legal troubles and he is very sadden about the fact that he could possibly face three years in prison and go with seeing any of his children doing this time. So what does O*sh** do to get over his troubles, he drinks, the same exact thing that got him into this situation in the first place. Drinking never solves anything, it just make you do stupid things, like not keep appointments with the woman who could testify in your trial or missing tattooing appointments with clients when you need the money. O*sh** disappointment me and I hate this because I really like the guy but he is one of those people that needs to turn his life around and I mean fast because he is falling quick. Now O*sh** ex whom he has his son by trying to apologize to his ex whom he has his daughter by made no sense, this woman is really pyscho and she does not know how to express herself, what she called a apology was just a explanation of the things O*sh** has did to hurt her over the years when he messed with other women. She needs to let it go and move on and stop taking it out on the women, what the crap. I was glad to see that O*sh** was not alone and he had Walk and Ceaser sister so help at the shop. Watching this show I am learning a lot and what I have notice with eyes is that Ceaser and Dutchess are young, they say they are in love but it is that type of love that young people have this deep fascination with each other that is so deep it almost feels like love, but they are young and does not know what it takes to really be in love. Love is relationship that has been worked on and the immaturity of these two people leads me to believe it is not love and they both have a lot to learn. I am one that believes that real love comes with time, when two people have almost been to hell and back together and would die for one another. When you are young, you think you are invisible and that it is all about you and that is what I am hearing from Dutchess, she is all about her and she does not have time for that love stuff. So what should Dutchesss do, she should leave the so call love alone until she is truly really ready, she could do as Teddy does now, just have friends and enjoy her youth why she still can. I can not wait until next week when the crew is in Jamaica.

Love & Hip Hop NY 12-9-13 (@LoveHipHopVH1, #LHHNY)

I watched Love and Hip Hop New York Monday and I listen to them talk about K. Michelle's breakdown, but if you ask me it was not a breakdown at all, it was K. Michelle showing that she is indeed human and believe it or not people humans do cry. K. Michelle was very upset about things she read that blogger wrote about her, she said that people write any and everything and that people are cruel. K. Michelle is so right, people can be cruel and blogger are some of the worst. I watched K. Michelle on Love and Hip Hop Atlanta and yes K. Michelle was off the chain, but she has been a woman that I have seen evolved. K. Michelle has done a three sixty and it looks good on her. People seem to forget that people can change and we should be open to people and their changes for the better because God words tell us we should. I am a believer of giving a person a chance and when K. Michelle went to all those whom she hurt on the Love and Hip Hop Atlanta, then I saw that spirit of hers changing and now she is a different person. What hurt K. Michelle like a lot of us and that when you work so hard at something and try to show people what you have done to work hard, it upsets you when others still tries to hold you down by either bringing up your past or calling you some real ugly names. K. Michelle I want to say to you let all ugly things that blogger are saying about you roll off your back and keep it moving, you are doing your thing girl and their are a lot of us who admire you for this. Now back the rest of the cast, I watched Saigon apologize to his baby mother and I was really glad he did this because he was very ugly about his previous actions toward Erica Jean. Saigon did exactly as he should, he went with Erica Jean to the doctor to find possible causes of their child delayed growth and one great point the therapist made was it could be the fighting they both do it front of their child. I wonder if either parent realized that what you do in front of a child can greatly affect the child in many ways. What is important is they are seeking help, great job parents. Too bad I can not say this for this Mr. Peter Gunz, I have said that I like giving people chances but this man takes the cake. Why would I say this, he is just not seeing the error of his ways and he wants both woman. Peter thanks that he can be married to Amina and sleep with Tara and no one feelings should get hurt in the process, what is this man teaching his boys he has with Tara if anything. Why does Peter Gunz think that both of these women need him so badly and why do both of these women think they need him. I am really hoping that Tara really cuts it off with Gunz and although she has children with him she can start by having someone else be a go between that way she does not have to see him right away. What I am saying is Tara can set up places where Gunz can pick up his sons if he wants to see them and she can make plans to have someone else take the boys there, this way Gunz will never be at her house, because he should not be allowed at her house for a while. Tara should cut herself completely off from him for a few months to show Gunz how serious she really is and this means really tough love, do not see him in these months, the only communication is on the phone and stick only to talk of your children, if he tries to talk about anything else, just hang up. I was really glad to hear that Yandy's boyfriend might be coming home, she is a hard working, tough woman and she deserves to be happy. As for Erica Mena and Cyn, these two women seem to really be into each other. Cyn seems like she has all the love in the world for Erica Mena but yet I am a little confused because Erica acts as if she wants Rich Dollars back, what the hell is that about. Erica Mena promised Cyn that she only wanted to work with Rich because the two of them make good money together but apparently this is not the only reason, so why is Erica Mena not honest with Cyn and tell her how she really feel. Erica should tell Cyn because Cyn seems to be really falling in love with Erica and now it is possible that Cyn may get her hurt heart, I am feeling bad about this. Well maybe the three will, well you know the triangle thing, now the way Erica Mena is it would not surprise me at all. Tahiry telling her sister that she decided not to do the church thing for their father surprise me because I thought it was a great idea but I do understand what Tahiry is saying that they should get his living situation together first because he has been kicked out of his house. Why is Tahiry sister taking things so personally, what is that all about? If you ask me and this is only my opinion, I have four sister of my own and there was definitely sister rivalry and one sister seems to always feel that one of her other sister thinks she is better when really the sister does not think like this at all. Tahiry sister seems to insinuate that Tahiry has always treated her like she is second class and never does anything she brings up but when Tahiry ask her what the problem is she can not answer it or she just walk away. Talk to your sister and tell her how you feel and this could clear up the entire feeling you have about your sister, stop all the foolishness, your sister is showing you mad love. Before I leave I have one question that is brothering me and that is where is Joe Budden and when will he be returning to the show?

Breaking the Faith 12-8-13 (#BreakingTheFaith)

 I watched Breaking the Faith tonight and all I could really focus on was the women discussing all the things they could not do because it was against God. I can not believe that the FLDS will go as far as to tell this people that eating certain things as against God's will. I listen to the different things that they have been told and if you ask me it actually sounds like a mixture of different faiths. Like they can not drink milk or eat anything containing milk, so is this because of health reason or is the FLDS trying to make it people Vegans. Why would the FLDS, who to me seem to be making their people eat as Vegans be doing this and the thought came to mind for me, maybe Warrens Jeff and the other who partakes on he FLDS committee or whatever they have are trying to make their community save money and how do they do this by controlling what their people spend money on. These sneaky snakes makes their people give the money to the church to the point the people can not finish their own houses, that is what these young people said, most of them had not seen a finished house before isn't that weird. Now I am hearing all these young people tell us what the could or could not do at the creek as they call it and how so much of what they did was against FLDS. We all have to remember this and think about when they caught Warren Jeffs what was he in, well I will tell you it was a limo and not only they he had a lead of trucks in front of him as well as in the back of him. Now I am sure by now after reading this you are thinking as I am thinking, Warren Jeffs was taking all his people money and he was living this lavish life as his people went without. Wow, the thought of this is just so wrong on so many levels but yet I heard these girls judge others all night tonight. What really got me was how these ladies were judging the Mormons tonight, what was that about. If you ask me the FLDS really screwed with these ladies minds to the point that some of them did not see anything wrong with being married off to these old man, its like these old man are being nasty on so many levels and the girls are so immature they don't understand this. Out of all the girls Angie worries me the most because she doesn't seemed that she is open to change and that scares me because why is she there then, that is the real question. Now my girl Martha is ready to learn and get around, but again watching next week's episode I am seeing these young people going into bars. Why do when these people that are of the different faiths have to go into the clubs as their first experience of the outside world. A lot of us that live in this outside world do not hang in bars or strip clubs so why do they show have the need to take the young people here first. I know why a lot of the groups do not agree with what they see, I am on the outside and I would run if someone took me into a bar with strippers and people acting like idiots, but I guess the show want these reactions out of them. Well I will be looking at next week to see what happens and to see who does to go in what direction. I do hope that someone gets involved with this FLDS community because I keep thinking about how many more young girls are being violated for the sake of God.