Its A Wonderful Life

I have to write about this show because I have watched it since I was a child. I remember me and my mother were fans of the old classic movies so I would sit on my mother bed with her and watched these old black and white movies. One movie in particular that I watched and has stuck with me ever since is Its a Wonderful Life. I watch Jimmy Stewart a boy who his entire life dreamed of leaving his small home town and traveling the world. I guess this movie spoke out to me because as a person growning up in a small town I think most of us dream about leaving and traveling the world at some point. So I watch this movie very closely and after watching for the first time I thought that was a very funny movie. I then watch it the next year and realized it was not just funny but is moving and again after watching it another year I started finding more and more meaning too it. After a few years this move did not just become a movie to watch at Christmas time to me because of the Christmas ending but I realized the movie was speaking to me. Every part of the movie spoke to me. Here was the young boy being just like any young boy who was raised in a family who raised their children as they believe to work hard and help others. As a young boy, George, the young boys name, got a job at the town pharamacy and he notice the pharmacist was upset due to finding out his son died in War and he saved the pharmacist from making a fatal mistake, he also saved his brother from drowning. After growing up this boy began helping his father at the bank he ran and he learned that his father was a fighter for the hard working people in his town, he help them to get loans to by homes and to know that their hardwork had meaning. As this boy grew older and decided to leave but father fell ill and eventually died, so who took over but George the only one who could only really run the bank like his father did. He had saved money for years to do his traveling, he gave the money to his brother to go to school and he stayed in town and married a town girl. Not to try and tell the entire story, I just learned every part of the movie had its very own meaning and talked to me, it showed me that every part of this man life had a reason for him being on earth. This movie made me as a young person start to look at my own life as I grew up and understand was there a meaning for certain things to happen in my life and as I realize that growing up, I knew that God does put us on Earth for a reason. If you ever doubt why you were born, look at every part of your life and look at what was the outcome and tell yourself but you have to be honest with yourself about what you may have done to put yourself in certain situations. After looking over that part of your life and what happen think about how you came through it, what made you come through, was it all you, did God some how step in and you never realized it. You got through it, you are here and you are here for a reason. Do not sabotage you gift, give it a meaning. You think you do not have any friends but you may have some of the best friends in the world. We may not always be there but sometimes we are just a phone call away. If you that sucide is the answer than think again, pray about and if you do not feel like praying than pick up the phone and call someone close to you. If you feel you have no friends then call someone who is not a friend, you may get a very suprising answer.

To Be A Friend or Not

How do people began chatting online, how do someone who has started playing a game with a stranger online really get to know this stranger. I guess you never really do know a stranger, but I have learned that you can become friends with someone online and nothing is wrong with that. You can start a conversation with someone and it can even become intimate, but what is most suprising is you and this person find out that you have a lot in commom. Who would ever think that someone you do not know, who lives in another state seems to understand you better than family. But then this stranger who you have talked to and really looked foward to talking to every moring and night and this person who made your very long days at work go by quicker with just the text of hi becomes soar because this person finds out you are a person of different race than they are. All of a sudden the hello's and good morings are replace with, ugly words that you did not think would come out this person mouth. This person who said they belive in God as you, do not see you as a human being anymore, why is this? Are you not the same person they talked to for weeks, telling of your intermost secrets, of your childhood. Why all of a sudden your skin colors makes you this very different person when nothing has changed but the fact that now they know you are not their color. The person continues to talk to you but you can tell the respect has gone and they no longer ask you how was your morning, or ask you how your day is going. You both are writers and you enjoyed really listening and reading his writings, but this which he now consider a obstacle is in the way. That same person you talked to for weeks is no longer worth talking to, it is now silent between the two and no one bother to say good bye, a frienship has ended from the color of another. I am God child and choose to belive that he put me in a imagine he consider is beautiful, like the colors in his rainbow I shine like all others. I am sorry to lose someone who I thought was a friend, but hope that maybe our encounter will open his eyes.

Continuing with Reality Shows

I have to continue my quest on talking about reality shows because there are a lot out there and I try to watch everyone. Now I have to say the reality shows that I think are the best as far as reality in life itself for me is Shipping Wars, a show which show real truckers or just hard working people trying to make a living by bidding on items to ship across the United States for people or companies. The reason I like this show because it is a learing experience for me. You know that things are moved across the states but you always assume people rent a truck and take it themselves not realizing with technology people can actually post itmes, no matter how large on a site and have shippers bid on the pleasure of delivering their packages, what is even more intersting is because there is competition between shippers you may get something delivered at a lower price than you expected. I also love seeing the items sometimes shipped, like an airplane or fall out shelters, it is great. My favorite delivery person I will have to admit is Roy, go Roy I am cheering you on to win every bid. Now another reality show that I like is swamp people. Any persons who are brave enough to go out into the bayou and catch alligators have my upmost respect. What I really like about the people is they are down home true county people, the kind of people I like. I can not say I really have any favorites because I love them all, but Troy accent really catch my attention and the girl power is alway great with Liz and her co worker, keep up the great job ladies. They all are doing this a way of living for them and there should be understand from animal activist as well. We can not let this animals over populate and lose control to a world of alligators walking on people back porch. Keep up the great job guys and ladies.

Reality Shows

I know I have been away for awhile but it does not mean I ran out of things to say. I have a lot of making up to do. Between work, school and taking care of home I had to take a break but I am back and have plenty of subjects to talk about. The first I am is attacking is reality shows, now I am a reality fanatic and love them, but I come to realize a lot of issues with some of them. Teen moms is one I loved looking at and understood the concept behind it was to keep young girls from wanting to get pregnant as well as young boys. Now the problem I have with is that after these shows were aired for a few seasons the teenagers were driving nicer vehicles than me and they did not have jobs. Some of the brought houses during the season as well, so what it looked like they were showing me is that if you get pregnant young there is a chance of you getting a reality show and making money without having to work. It made me kind of sick to my stomach because I could not believe what I was seeing and wondered if anyone else felt this way. When my daughter started her senior year of school this year, she said about twenty girls in her senior class came back to school pregnant. It made me wonder if any of these young people watched the teen mom shows over the summer and thought it was a good idea to get pregnant to make quick easy money. What I wanted to know is why did these shows not have this teenagers sign a contract to say they would not spend the money until after the shows had ended. I know this sounds crazy not to be able to spend money you made but limit to not buying houses or cadillac cars until it has ended show other teenagers would not think it so great to do this so they can get on television and get paid.

Kim Kolziack

I am one of those Housewives of Atlanta fans who have been watching it from the beginning and I loved it in the beginning. I now am still a fan but do not like it as much because as a fan I see the changes that come over the people who were just regular persons like myself, but after being on television for a while they become these very evil aliens who I thought I knew but no longer recognize. Kim as well as Candice was two of those people. I am also glad they got rid off Sheree because she was just in the way and I hope they pick up Marlo. The reason I titled this blog after her because I thought her life was on the right path so why is her and her new husband renting a home and why do they owe back rent. Why is her football husband who suppose to have sign a large contract has not brought a new home for his family. Is it that Kim's taste too expensive, has Kim life style still require the funds she was given by big papa. Should Kroy the man whom Kim now has a second child on the way get a second job for his wife's taste. There is something wrong with the entire picture and why was there a hush on the news of Kim losing her home after TMZ announced it. Why when something happens to the other housewives it is quick tone announced, let us know whatnisnKims and Kroys situation and why are the renting and why are they being kicked out. As a loyal fan I want answers. Kim you are always calling out everyone else, so call yourself out and tell us what is going on.

A Future Of What(Basis Of Loving Yourself)

I am sitting in a parking lot waiting on my daughter to leave the JROTC military ball as I wait I watch these young kids and try to understand what future will they have if any. I try and teach my daughter to be a classy lady as I am said to be one myself. Some may say what is classy and for me the definition is carrying yourself a certain way. What I mean by certain way, speaking as a women, you act like a lady you will be treated like a lady. A lady carries herself in a way that she never has to doubt rather or not what she is doing is right or wrong. I pride myself on teaching my daughter these things and hope she cherish what I have taught her. I watch these kids come out this ball and wonder the way some of the girls are acting, if they themselves was taught this lesson by their parents and put this act on in front of them and put another act on in front of their friends. It has me wondering about my own daughter and what would she do if I was not sitting in this parking lot waiting on her. The reason I sit so long and wait on her is because she ask me too and if this is what it takes too make her feel secure than that is what I have to do. There are now two couples walking back and forth in the dark from one end of the school building to the other and I sit here wondering what they are doing. Are they just kissing? A lot of alone time with the opposite sex is something that can be dangerous in my opinion. Why are the kids today so ready to have sex? Why do girls give there bodies so freely? Do they not understand that God created them and their bodies as gifts and not tools. Their bodies are to be treasured in a way that only comes from one who respects them. That someone should be that person willing to wait. Laughter all around me and kids coming out but still not my daughter, I have been sitting for two hours and now I am wondering how great of a time is she having and why won't she come out. My daughter did not want to go to this ball but I think her first serg, as they call him, is getting her a little out tha shell she is in. While I am waiting I will continue to think about the young people around me, and what I need to do as a parent to make sure my daughter understand that at her age she has to learn to love herself before she can love anyone else.

Trayvon Martin

I started this blog for a reason and Trayvon Martin is one of them. We see what goes on in this country but we as a whole choose to ignore it. I read some of the comments posted and one in particular said I understand why they did not take him to jail and they just need to get the family some grievance counseling. Okay why would a family just need counseling for their son who was shot down in cold blood by someone who was not racially motivated after calling 911 to report a coon in the area. What is not wrong with carrying around a nine millimeter and shooting a person without just cause and even if he had cause where is it written that the policemen who come to the scene not arrest the shooter when there is a dead body laying on the ground. I know that the policeman has some authority but not that much authority. I thought cops were there to take you to jail and do the booking and let people like the prosecutors make the decision of rather or not it will go to court. Why not any lawyers or all those who are officers of this country's so called justice system not appalled about what happen and are not banding together to fight such injustice as "our" country claims to believe in. I am suppose to believe in my country's justice system and was told they will do what is right, but I was never told that the color of my skin will affect that decision on the law. This leaves me to doubt the love of this country. As it was said a long time ago, who will love a country that refuses to love it back, sounds like a song. I cry for justice, I cry for truth, I cry for what is right, I cry for you, A world so bold to close its eyes and deny and deny our children cries. He pleaded out help in a night so dark and yet the nightwatch let out the fatal shot. Treyvon I feel your pain, I hear your cry, as God decided you should be by his side, he took away that pain and the angles took you home, we pray for the shooter who run and hide and his family who feels that you should not have even apologize. If he has any heart, it will be broken in two because he took away a life that still had so much to do. In love and memory of Trayvo Martin.

I Am Back

I am back and have began wondering, what as a people make us who we are. I was accused earlier because someone wanted my opion on another coworkers performance. What happen is I told the truth and was judged as being tough and hard. I thought honesty was thebest policy and why should I lie about someone who's performance is less steller than it should be. If all the person is worried about is when will they receive their raise and they have not been there a year yet, than their focus is not about the job. This same person having only worked for us two months was inquiring when they would receive their thirty day raise. The thing is people who has been there for years working like suppose to have not receive their yearly raise. This person is young and it makes me think that this is the way of our future. When the person is told of a job that has been done incorrectly they deny it saying it was them, when we have ways of telling who did the job. The person is one that is hard to teach and don't like you to tell them anything. It is like having to raise a child and teach them at the same time. Should I as an older person have the patience it takes to raise a child on the job.