Its Been A long Time

 I'm backkkk. Went into hibernation, didn't know social media had become the way of life for so many to the point, a lot of young people don't leave their houses to go to work anymore. And the money they are making is crazy, I shoukd have kept up my page or even went online on YouTube. So now I'm coming back and I want to talk to people, especially ypung people. Tell me what's on your mind,  if you worried about your situations the world, lay the questions on Mr and I will try my best to give you a answer that will stir you and a positive direction,  I see to many going doing a hole that is too deep, making themselves clowns, and doing anything for a dollar bill. My thoughts will come from the heart, after my prayer have been made, if irs too deep for me I will let you know where you need to go. Okay, open up let me in, and your questions will be on lock down. It becomes a lock down like a person of mute status, it hoes not beyond us. Let's do this!!!

Sister Wives (What a Season, What a Lesson, What a Tell All)

 

 I am back and my biggest talk about, yes it is Sister Wives. I have been watching this show for years and I was yes, one of them fans. I believed the hype that it is really a plural family that can make these kind of marriages work, until 2020 and it all came tumbling down. Here we are in 2023 and Kody and his legal wife Robyn are living on a mansion in the hills, lol. Wow, I was not expecting this, I was not expecting it too go this far, I mean in Vegas I began to see a little of what I was not sure about, but brushed it off, but then we need to immediately move to Arizonia made me wonder, we are getting this great land, but no one could agree on a plan, we will build all one house, with a wife who did not relate to the other wives, nope not happening. It all became apparent and we started to see Kody's and Robyn's handwriting on the wall and so did Christine, was it a plan all along, was this move because of Robyn when they all were so happy in Vegas, living in that culdsac that they all were within steps of one another and could have holidays and no noisy neighbors because they were each other neighbors, but was Robyn happy with this, did Robyn want more of Kody's time, did Robyn not want to interact with the other women, did Robyn want to follow her son who wanted to go to school in Arizona, is Robyn that helicopter mom, was it all a plan on Robyn and her kids behalf, did Robyn need to get out of debt and did greed overcome Robyn and Kody. Now they got us going back on old episodes and going back on these old episodes tell it all, oh we see some sneaky moments on Kody part, we see where Janelle predicted this might be their downfall with a fourth wife and we especially see how Christine and her youngest child began to be x's on Kody's agenda because he decided to date Robyn while Christine was pregnant and he seem to almost not acknowledge her during that pregnancy, then the baby girl Truly comes along and Kody is just none existent because he has to prepare his life with Robyn, wow. So now we in the know, we all know Kody's an ahole, what we know even more is that Robyn was delighting in the fact that she had this man who had other wives but he was focusing on her, and she even didn't care that Christine called Kody to say that she was about to have the baby, she wanted him to give her that kiss. Now they got me looking at them side eye, trying to figure out what kind of religion or people standards, I don't  know what this crap is, why did I not take notice of their actions before. So they were not suppose to have sex before marriage, but obviously Robyn and Kody had sex before they got married, we not stupid, lol. And Robyn came in disrespecting the other wives with the show of her actions. You know all these years of watching the show I thought it was interesting, but now it is actually interesting, because the wives who are walking away are telling things and boy is it juicy. These wives all need a show where they really tell it all, including Meri, even though Janelle and Meri relationship was estranged, now knowing that Meri was actually played a fool by Robyn, Janelle just forgive and let go. We need all three ex wives on the show doing they on tell all and we need to see them all with their own men, ohh I so for that. Maybe they can all just help with Christine wedding and as they are helping out with her wedding they all just drop some little teas here and there, we be listening, we will drink the tea, we will eat the snacks, lol. I am telling you if they do this and have like a two or three hour special on Christine fairytale wedding, I would have the snacks, the wine and twitter on hand to talk about as it is going on. We could make this wedding episode one of the highest rating, most talked about mini series. But like I said we have to have all three exes involved, telling bits of their stories, and just loving on each other to show a women strong front. They were all sister wives that I actually saw a great relationship with at one time and I think they can come together as friends for Christine's wedding. I want Christine to invite Meri to her wedding, explain to Janelle that we have each other and now we just need to bring a women who shared most of our adult live together with our children in, she deserves love and she now knows, I am sure, what she did hurt others and she needs our compassion not hatred. I just putting on a good speech that Christine could give Janelle, who seems to dislike Meri, for why Meri should be invited to the wedding and helping them with the preparations.  But I am so glad all these women walked away from Kody, this is the best season ever, him and Robyn who has been close and spending so much time, deserve each other and can now focus on only them, which they wanted in the first place, the only difference is they will have to get real jobs to bring money in since they no longer have the other women paycheck, lol.

Charlie Angels 2019 (International Angels) A Movie worth watching

Wow, what can I say about this movie, it was all that and a bag of chips, Camron Diez eat your heart out. This women whom half of them I did not know them by name did a job that was beyond marvelous. They did their thing and what I am wondering is why wasn't told about this movie. This movie went right into action and not only that they paid tribute to all the angels of the past and they way they turned everything around to fit todays modern style angel fighters were great. This move paid so much tribute to women all over the work, it was just so sweet, and what else was that it did not have any major stars to make it a great movie. Yes it had major stars but they were not the key stars, it was how these women took this movie, a classic television show, turned it around and made it theirs, yesss I am telling you I love it and not only that I look so forward to these woman doing another movie. Maybe these women could start the new series of Charlie Angels, yes I know everyone who watch Charlie Angels like I did don't think that it could be remade because of all the celebrities' and how great the past iconic women played the part, but I am telling you if you watch this Charlie movie 2019 international you will think differently, especially the young generation. They may not have watch the original Charlie Angels and what is so great about this movie, is they don't have too,  because these ladies brought this new generation of Charlie Angels to life and like I said I personally think they should get the kudos they were not given because they did a markelous job and making it theirs and performing, all I could say was wow, I was entertained the entire movie Yes I was old school Charlie Angels but if I had to have it redone, and yes I saw the one with Drew, Cameron and all, but they did not make a new age or make it their own, they were more focus on bringing the old one back to life, but this is not what these women focused on at all. They made these angels all theirs and that is what the movie and entire script focused on, it talked of the old angels and let the audience know that it was over 40 years now we have an international group of angels and bossies all over the world and they come in every shape, size and color. With what is going on in this country and world today, this movie that I choose to watch tonight was the perfect choice and I suggest that everyone who haven't watch it too watch it, and those who have watched it and didn't get what I got out it, I suggest you watch it again.

Creepshow and Twilight Zone

Me and someone else were talking this past weekend about marathons on television and we couldn't find anything to look at for the memorial weekend and we had a lot of free time off our hands. We got to talking about shows we like and we both talk about the original creepshow and how that has not been shown in a while and how great it would have been for a television station to have played that for us to enjoy on our free weekend, especially sense they showed the kind of creepy shows that you want to pop popcorn and eat while you are watching. I especially had to admit I miss the Skelton man that did the odd laugh and talk about all these dummies who find themselves in a very odd situation. Then came to mind for me, my all time favorite television series that had a little creepiness' to it was, of course the twilight zone, why did not any of the stations think to do a twilight zone marathon, this would have been perfect, and I would have stayed up all night watch each and every episode. Twilight Zone has something of everything in it which would make it a great marathon for those long weekends that people may have at home, especially now since people are not trying to go out like they use too. Yes there has been time when people play some marathons too much, but since there has not been a marathon of neither of these shows in a while, why not pick a long weekend and show it, give people who decide to abide by the social distancing and keeping their standards to staying at home then hanging in the streets a reason to want to stay at home and give them something good to look at. Because the new norm as I see it is get your food to go at a restaurant and take your butt back home and eat it, or cook your own food and keep your distance so that you don't have to worry about putting yourself or others in danger. So come on television broadcasters give us some good programming that will make us want to stay in and abide by the social distancing to keep us from affecting one another. We all still need to keep it safe and doing this we have to be more creative with at home ideas, less parties and get together and more television shows and movies and then we can go online and have like a talk party about the shows we watch. Instead of a watch party, it is a talk party online and we can all give our own opinion of what we thought about the show.

Little People, Big World

Little People, Big World returned and all I can say is wow. Wow is what I say seeing a relationship as long as Amy and Matt fall apart with third wheel named Caryn butting in and making what I call a hostile parting of ways. Do anyone think that Mat would be as cruel as he is towards Amy if Caryn was not in picture. Amy decided to take a buy out and now she is house hunting but Mat is so anxious to get Amy off the property it is killing him. He is making unnecessary jokes towards this woman and her decision making. In essence Mat is a short bully, he is bullied Amy into making a decision on too sale, he bullied Amy about condition of house and he brought in his own appraiser, to of course get a cheaper buy out, now he is really bullying Amy to moving out, what is such the rush dude. This woman lived on this farm for 30 years with you and now you think she is moving to slow. I know Caryn has her own plans but you need to give a woman who had thirty years to settle here, more than a month to move out. Matt you are a big bully and you think having Caryn by your side makes you some sort of big man, who has a right to bully your ex and what is even worse of Matt, he discuss everything he does with Amy to Caryn. I don't care if Caryn is your so called girlfriend, she is only hearing your side of the story and she should stay out any situation that is between you two, that includes decision that is made on grandchildren, the farm buyout and the selling of the house. If Caryn was any kind of woman, she would tell Matt I appreciate you talking to me and needing a listening ear, but I will keep my opinions to myself and stay out of something that does not involve me. But yet Caryn as we can see is not this kind of woman, instead she seems like a money grubbing I will step into another woman's spot and make sure I get what I can because I myself left with nothing from my first marriage so I need to make sure that I secure my retirement with Matt before he figures me out. Yes Caryn seems like a black widow of the sort, she came to put her fanes in Matt, she saw their marriage crumbling and saw her opportunity. But I have admire how Amy has tried to be above the pettiness and kept her over water, and ignore Matt. This is because Amy is with a real man, she has Chris who is keeping her calm because he is being a listening ear without, unlike Caryn, getting involved between Matt's and Amy's situation. Chris as a grown man knows that Amy and Matt needs to handle their own situation of 30 years that they created between the both of them without any interference of outsider. Yes Caryn you are an outsider and you need to remain that way. Wow this show really has upset me, I am so angry I am ready to let TLC off, lol. Anyway this ex couple needs to go about it way and I think Amy and Chris needs their own show, I am not interested in a show with Caryn and Matt together because they are two sneaky snakes who talk down and make jokes on Amy and that is bullying too me. I have a question for Caryn, what did Amy do to you that makes you want to make these side jokes at her. Amy is a woman like you and you should know where she stand and you should stay out of it. I know you were married to Caryn and apparently walked away with nothing from it, but some children that you now trying to get on that farm as well, umm hmmm, you think I didn't pick up on that episode when you brought your kids to the farm and talk how much they enjoyed it when they came on the farm, hint, hint. She was throwing in that Matt would turn that farm to fit her kids now and she will enjoy the fruits of Matt labor, since she had an ex husband who apparently was a dud. All and all I think Matt and Caryn both will get what they deserve, because like it is said keep lying dying with the dogs and wake up with Caryn, lol. Yes I am giving Caryn something back that she give Amy, some little nasty side human that would hurt anyone feelings, so how does it feel now Caryn, especially knowing this is how you doing another woman who is going through as divorce after 30 years of marriage. And what about Matt you say, yes I blame him too but we always knew Matt was  a man, you know one of those ahole men who think treating the woman of his children little something to walk over and treat like she is crap on the ground, after she bore and raised his incredibly well intelligent beautiful children, which I am sure they all go it from their mom. But I would love to see a show with Amy and Chris, and she their other children coming to visit, like their daughter who got married and their youngest son, it would be great and with Chris positive attitude towards things, I think this would be great and them too having so much fun together because they are both adventurous, I would love it.

JOKER: The Movie: Very Well Done

I have to say Joker the movie, I loved it. I noticed some ratings were not favorable. People as myself would compare this Joker to the Joker Heath Ledger played. But in my opinion in his very own outstanding talented way Joaquin Phoenix killed it, he made the Joker his own and for that I say bravo. I did not think it could be redone after Heath Ledger but I am admitting I was totally wrong. I love what Joaquin brought to the screen not to mention the writing that was written for the storyline. It started out as Thomas Wayne, Bruce Wayne's daddy was suppose to have impregnated a woman that works for him. But it was suppose to be all in the Jokers mom head, she was suppose to be psychotic and imagined sleeping with Thomas Wayne. But the character played by Thomas Wayne was an A-hole and he could have very well slept with the woman and covered it up to not ruin his reputation. So personally I wanted the storyline to continue with Arthur, aka the Joker to remain half brother to Bruce Wayne because this would have made for an excellent storyline when batman returned with this Joker. Bruce was younger at the time and he did not know that Arthur could possibly be his brother, so when the Joker would have appeared face to face with the Batman, could you have imagine how this storyline would go. It is all kinds of ways this storyline could have been written or taken into direction. I really wanted to go to the movies and see this movie, couldn't get anyone to go with me, so I waited, anticipating for the release on dvd and now that I saw it, I know I have missed out not seeing it when it came out in the movies. This actor Joaquin laughing in this movie was so infectious I found myself just busting out laughing for no reason, that is when you know they have made their mark because Mr. Phoenix made this part his own, the laugh, the make up and smile, it was all his own. Yes I think Mr. Phoenix is our new Joker in the Batman movies. Now I can not wait for the new Batman movie to come out with Joaquin Phoenix as Batman because like the movie I know he will kill it, but it will be even spicier with him taken on the caped crusader as they call him. I was really surprised how Mr. Phoenix, who was held in the movie as a hero by the people, because he accidentally was in their eyes fighting for the poor when he killed those rich wall street guys, but this was a self defense mood as we know, but from that he was held a hero to the poor people and it brought out a true villain, who Mr. Phoenix brought to the screen, with his laughter, his stories, his psychotic episodes and even his dancing, yes his dancing was one that was special to me, I loved it. I still think they should have at least left the possible of Arthur could have possibly been Bruch Wayne's brother, he didn't have to be, but if that left that possibility out there I just see how the Batman movies could have had some more substance to it. We some from the records he was abandoned as a baby and his mother apparently adopted him but allowed her boyfriend to abuse this poor little child and that is what had him in the stake he was in, Arthur apparently blocked all this out his mind when he got older until it was brought up again, but he was almost, and I said almost a little human when he thought of the possibility of his dad being Thomas Wayne, because he as any little boy wanted a dad and that was in the back of his mind, but then it was taken away from him, making him all cray cray again, but again it brought so much to the movie how Joaquin Phoenix brought this too the screen, it gave him the chance to put all his acting abilities out there because I saw this man go through a range of emotions and it had me going through a range of emotions watching it. All I can say at this point, well done and now I am here waiting on the next Joaquin as the Joker movie to appear because this time I hitting the theaters as soon as it comes out.

Hell on The Border (Bass Reeves)

I love it, I love it, I love it. They are bringing Bass Reeves story to the big screen and who ever idea this is I love you for considering this. I will have to promote this story as much as I possibly can because it comes out soon but it is not being promoted like it should, especially to the black community, they have to know who Bass Reeves was to appreciate his story then get it out to the community so we can support such a true story. They have some really great actors in this movie as well, love seeing Ron Perlman in it, hell of an actor who has not been given the credit he should have for his acting ability. They have this new up coming and another hell of an actor playing Bass Reeves himself David Gyasi, I know him from Watchmen on HBO but he is known for Annihilation as well. I am rating this movie a ten already and I haven’t seen it as of yet, but the anticipation and me doing a report on Bass Reeves story last February had me really looking into this mans life story and how he was cheated out of his achievement when the country told his story as a white man on television and portrayed it as a fictional story when this slave actually really performed these acts of bravery by bringing in these criminals with some bullets and a Indian tracker. You go Bass Reeves your  story is being told like it should have been years ago, we will support, promote and make sure our children understand the type of respect your storyline deserves because it’s a part of history they can be proud of and understand what kind of bloodline we as blacks have in us. We are strong, we stand for justice even when it’s not our own, we are fighters and we can do anything through Christ who has always been in our walk through our struggles, we came out even stronger. Wow I got this from reading this man’s story, now I want to read it on the big screen. Dec. 13th, 2019. Here is a snip it of this ready for the big screen movie.

https://youtu.be/eP61x-zlIOA

Love & Marriage: Huntsville (OWN). What An Exceptional Reality Show To Date

 I know I have not written in a long time and I am being blocked, who knows why I am just little old me sitting at home writing my own opinion on things I see going on television. As I have a right to my opinion I am not threating anyone, just offering some sound advice and . Anyway I have to really talk up on this show Love and Marriage in Huntsville Alabama. I love this show because it brings so much to the screen, especially for us who are of color. It shows us how strong we are as people and couples can be even stronger. It is about real relationships with certain situations and how you these people personally handles it and it allow us to see ourselves in these people and make us question what would we do in this situation. I love how they are so real when it comes too telling their story. They bring to the table and I think because they want the television viewers perspective on how they see the situation and they are open to getting ideas as to rather they maybe handling the situation wrong or can handle it in a different direction. I just love, love, love that I can relate some much to this show and it is helping me to look for what I want in my next relationship. I lost my husband to death and I thought he was the strongest, bravest, smartest black man on this Earth and God created that man just for me and he may well have, but he also choose to take this man early out of my life which left me heartbroken and wondering what I would do or if I would get married again. It has been five years since my husband died and unfortunately I am learning of this very mean cruel world in a way I have never seen when it came to trying to date the men of today. I can't deal with these lazy, self centered, broke men who look for you to provide, wow. I pray and tell God am I doomed to not get married again, was my husband my great and only love. So I let God know if it is his will then let it be so, I will let him take the wheel as I let him do before. So watching this show I think a lot of my husband and know that these couples really have it made and although I think they know this I think they still struggle with the concept of how do we have it all and keep our marriages on track. Yes me an Joe had our problems but we had gotten to the point that life was too short for us to not work out anything and we made a promise to never go to bed angry, hash out our problems first then go to bed and make great love. We decided to do this and always put God first, and what a life we lived together and I am so happy that we did because who knew it would be short lived, but although short lived, we laugh, loved and cried together. Now I cry alone and watching the Love and Marriage group I can cry along and feel along with what these couples are going through and it really stirs up a lot of good memories believe it or not. I love this show and wish you are so much luck in the future.

Why, why Braxtons, Just explain why

Why have the Braxton Family values return with the same ratchet Tamar being that Tademon. This woman has not grown up at all and after doing Iyalna and acting as if she was so apologetic too her sisters, she turns around and said she did not like the show and she have not talk to some of her sisters since, wow, what a load of crap. Tamar is still Tamar and I think she will get even worse after having won big brother. She is making all issues everyone else's fault and that she is not to blame for anything. One thing I have learned as I became a grown woman is that I can not blame everything on everyone else, especially if I created a certain situation and if I created the situation it is better for me to have learn this and learn how to work on correcting it. I don't see Tamar accepting anything because she has a wall that says she is like Donald Trump, she did not do it, it was not her fault, she does nothing wrong and it is best for the rest of the world to accept this instead of my ego admitting that I am wrong at somethings, wow. Tamar ego is so big I don't see how anyone else stays in the room with her, or can at least fit in the room with her because it is so blown up. So here we go again with the same old Braxtons, Tamar getting away with acting so ugly towards others, and none her sisters having the balls to say so. I also am not feeling Miss Evelyn attitude either, yes Tamar gets her negative I don't care attitude from Miss Evelyn, now we all know why Miss Evelyn is not married, this woman need some deep rooted therapy, but of course being like that of Tamar, her attitude says she don't need any therapy and she said she never did need it. This woman was still holding on too that hatred with her ex that happen 40 years ago and still to this day can not face his wife and she said she does not need any help, wow, that is said Miss Evelyn. You know we like to say it is never to later for a person to change but when it comes to Miss Evelyn, it is too later she is stuck in her ways and is saying she will not budge or change her thinking or look at others opinion for nothing. Miss Evelyn said Iyalna was hard on Tamar, oh really, you mean your daughter with all the mouth that can call anyone out their name that always come to a meeting prepare to fight. Tamar needs the truth be told and stop faking the funk that she is overwhelming happy, if you guys keep pretending you don't she the big picture, you may find Tamar some where you never thought she would be. Tamar is already acting funny and doing weird things, this is a sign of something really going wrong in her life and all she does is walk away, she don't get help she latches out and walks away, only after she has put out some dirt on someone, which she finds funny. Laughing at someone else's expense is a sad way to make yourself happy.

Mama June(Why)

Why is Mama June still allowed to be on television????? Is this not a family show and she as a representation of family was caught with drugs in her vehicle and even after posting bail went to gamble, wow. You talk about double standards, it is almost expected of us to accept those of color privilege to be allowed to get away with unethical behavior. Mama June has proven over and over again by her actions that she is not a person that is a example for children or adults but yet, after her first show was cancelled because she was with a pedophile and then she gets a new show and along with this man she is allowed to be on this show, high half of the time and now it has been proven because she was caught with drugs but yet they said they will not cancel the show, so where is the ethics in this please tell me. Why is this woman's bad behavior allowed and why is she allowed to keep her television show, besides I don't see any substance to this show any way, other then the family acting as stupid as they did in the first show. Show where are the protesters against this this show. I guess they cancelled the first show because the Me2 movement would have came after her with that man who mess with little children. But guess what, she is still with a man who means no good, so where are the protestors, this woman is doing this in front of her child. She still has a underage honey boo boo in the house and yet the things like someone using drugs is allowed and we are going to watch this show knowing that this child is subject to someone who is using drugs around her and we are going to act like we never heard this, what the crap is that about. I still know it happen, I don't agree with having a drug user around a underage child and I stand firmly that this show should be cancelled and Mama June need some help and if you ask me she should have honey boo boo taken temporarily from her until she goes to rehab. Do this country not know if they allow things like this to go on they are destroying a privilege of a certain color, you bring people down when you allow them over and over again to get away with what they want, you are not helping them so if this culture disappear you have no one but yourself to blame.

The Real Lone Ranger (Can We Say Bass Reeves)

This is something I found out a while back but for someone reason I never talked about it. I ran into a black cowboy, which I never knew existed so after talking to this man I was told to do my research and I did and all I could say was wow. Do you know how much of a history African Americans have in our the American culture. I did not realize how many blacks became cowboys and how they change the history of American in a lot of westerns states. Why did I not know this before, because as in America, the white Americans does not want the blacks to know how much of a difference we made to this country. How we as Black Americans help to shape, mold and help with some of this country issues. Now with this being said, I was so excited about the Lone Ranger movie that was coming out with Johnny Depp playing Tonto. Now being excited to see the Long Ranger movie because I was a cowboy television buff, thinking nothing of no one of color were in these television shows or movie, but I loved it anyway because it was good tv. So meeting with this cowboy and him telling me how he was disappointed that in today's society they still will not admit to truth and have white Americans playing the Lone Ranger and now Tonto made him disappointed and he was not going to watch the movie. Do you know my surprise when he told me this and I wanted to know what he meant by the Lone Ranger, well because I knew that Tonto was suppose to be a Native American but the Lone Ranger, what was his real nationality and I was told to do my research. Well I did and too my surprise I learned that the real Lone Ranger was a free black man, who was made a US Marshall by a hanging judge to help clean the state of Oklahoma because it was so overrun by outlaws who sort this state to hide out in. Yes Bass Reeves was the real Lone Ranger and I am so proud to admit that he was a bad ass. Bass Reeves lived among the Native Americans, he rode out with a wagon, a Indian tracker and on his white horse. He left out gold coins as his calling cards and in his 32 years as a Marshall he was never shot. This hanging judge looked at this man Bass Reeves as the best lawman by far. Now knowing this and reading on all the fabulous African Americans that were cowboys that contributed to and also there were some that were outlaws to the western history, it makes me wonder. Why have not any producer or writer taken on the challenge of doing the real Lone Ranger Movie that tells the story of Bass Reeves, or even just have a Lone Ranger movie with the black man as the Lone Ranger, since we know the real lone ranger was a black man. I can see this movie being great. I think that should also use a real Indian who knows of his heritage to actually play Tonto. I can see this movie being one that is great and can be made great if done right. This movie will bring about people of color in grooves, using the significance of the movie and how Bass Reeves life was special. Please someone tackle this movie and I personally will help you promote it, I know I don't have much power, but I have a voice, a church family and a community. Lets do this lets tackle Bass Reeves life story and give this man who was a U.S. Marshall for 32 years he do justice, he deserves to be known in America for what he did as his part to clean up this country's outlaws that got out of control at one point.

The Cartel Crew televison series

What can I say about this new reality show Cartel Crew. I know, it sucks. Yes this is the worst reality show I have seen to date and it is not because most of the people are of Spanish decent, but it is because they just suck. Most of these reality show person on this show, we do not know but they claim to all be generations of family members of people who once ran the biggest cartel that brought the most drugs into the United States, yes you heard me right, these people are proud to be the heritage of drugs dealers who filled this country with drugs, what the hell. Now all these people, and I keep saying peoples because I don't know none of them and I am not sure what relevance they have, if any. So they are suppose to be big in the Florida area, most of Miami I guess I watch the show and still is not sure and from watching I know most of the women dress half naked, the men are like most Spanish men, woman take a backseat to their needs and they handle the children and let the men do want the hell ever they please. Did I say this show sucks. I watch the women with more botch in their asses and lips then the white women. Their asses are over the top, their lips are about to pop and I find it very hard even watching them. There seem to be no real storyline behind any of these women, I am not sure where they are going and the only thing I can see is that they are just a reality show for the Hispanic community that really must care about some old cartel that was suppose to be the hottest thing in America in the day. Are there such things as the cartel, maybe but would they actually get on television letting law enforcement know this or know that they are part of these activities, hell no. So this show does not have anything to stand on because the cartel is dead, well under that cartel name now and these group of persons are not part of or affiliated with this group, but if they are they are some dumb a$$ for putting it out there on television. So what am I getting from this show, I watched it two times and what I get from it is a bunch of fake asses, who is trying to make this show something it is not and the women are starting by coming out fighting thinking maybe this will roll in the watchers and they will be able to come on another season. Well if they make it for another season, I am happy for them and if they don't I will not know because I can tell you now that this show is not for me and I will not be watching any more episodes because as I said over and over again, this cartel show sucks. I am not sure how else to explain it. I am watching naked women walk around talking about how their family ran things. The men are being men, but these men are talking about absolutely nothing, wow. Stick a folk in me because I am done with this show.

90 Day Fiance (I can't Do this with these Grown Dependent Children)

Okay is it me or is it just how this world and the young people think so backwards these days. I am talking about Eric's who is engaged to Leida and his daughter whom was living off her daddy in his house with a nasty a** room. Eric's daughter trying not to find a job and she just live under her daddy's roof with no effort to even try and keep the house clean and what is everyone saying, how could he kick his daughter out. My question is when was he planning on kicking his daughter out, how long was she planning to mooch off on her daddy because as long as he let her stay free, she seems like the type of girl who was going to continue this because she had no conscious and she was just nasty in the way she was she kept the house. Dag if she was staying free and had not job, why was it okay for her not to at least keep the house clean, why was she allowed to live under her daddy's roof free as a grown woman with no attention on doing anything, when did this become okay and when did grown children start wanting to stay in their parents house because I could not wait to be an adult and get out my parents house. This lead me to thinking that if I wanted to get out I would get a job and keep it. But kids today think it is all a free ride, they don't give a dam* about their parents because at some point your parents should be able to have their privacy to live their lives and be happy. Children were not meant to stay with their parents forever, but yet I saw someone on facebook saying that parents should let their children stay in their houses as long as they need to get themselves together because they did not ask to be here, wow. So your child becomes an adult they have their health, all their limbs work fine, they are capable of getting a job, but someone thinks that these grown ass people, who want to live in your house and be able to do whatever they want and call themselves adults and do adult things in your house and yet you are suppose to support them and their habit, this is the biggest joke I ever heard. What is this world coming too, we would be creating adults who would never do anything if this was the case, parents would be taking care of kids to their graves and then the kids would be looking for death insurance from their parents to help them after their parents die. No grown ass kids as a parent I am here to tell you, after raising you to adulthood I owe you nothing else and nothing is written that I have to leave you a will with money, nor do I have to need enough life insurance that will set you for life. All I need is enough life insurance to bury me, money for my retirement and you can go ahead and create your own future because nothing is written that I suppose to help your future be started off with lots of money so that you can just continue to sit on your "a", besides we are only enabling you when we do everything for you and not allow you too do anything for yourself, you have to remember your parent can drop dead tomorrow and what if anything can you do for yourself. You have to be able to stand on your own two feet, we as parents don't mind helping every now or then or when you really need it, but not a hand out or hand forever. Wow, please explain to me when this became okay. Eric should not feel guilty about having kicked his daughter out, he had to do something sooner or later or this girl would have stayed under her daddy forever, and from her attitude this is what she was planning on doing. If you asked my opinion this girl acted as if she was on drugs.

Marriage Boot Camp (Love & Hip Hop Addition)

Have anyone seen the marriage boot camp of the love and hip hop addition premier on Thursday night. I have to admit I was waiting for this addition because when I saw the cast they had lined up I was all in, these particular couple was ones that I actually was looking forward too discussing their relationships on air. Yes I know this sounds rather low to want to see others and how they handle their relationship on television, but that is not all it. This also involves celebrities whom I watch all the time on television and the show that they are usually on we do not get too see much of them because the show focuses on other individuals but here on boot camp we can get more into their relationships and get to see maybe why do some of these people stay in these relationships when we see how hostile their relationships are. Now I for one was really interested in Tammy and Waka flocka because I just heard as millions of people have, that Waka was caught again cheating on Tammy, how this Thot as they call them filmed herself going through trash can in bathroom to film a condemn he used, at least he used a condemn. Anyway, as much as these women know that their men our in a spotlight and these women will be coming after them and even thought they may accept this is some sort of weird way, especially as they know their man used condemns and they tell them that there is no feeling that goes with having sex with them, the fact that these men can just sleep with these women and tell their wife or significant other that men can just have sex but women who do this feeling gets involved, if that is the case what about the women they are sleeping with, they don't think these women would actually start having feeling or think that the sex they just had something meant something other then sex. Come on lets get real, they said that Waka use this same particular woman everytime he goes into that town to have sex with, why is that? Is it because he trust her, he actually trust a thot, you know a woman that he is just having sex with. So now my question is why is all this women accepting this from these men. When women accept this kind of behavior from men, it makes other men think it is acceptable and they all think it is okay and that women are suppose to go along with this non sense. I myself believe that their our men of God in tis world and there is more to a man that can buy me things because he makes all this money and got all this fame, does not mean he can buy me. I am a child or God and can not be brought by any man at any price. So you see and hear the hurt these women our dealing with when it comes to their significant others but then you hear of things like Souja boy friend, taking him back again and again for ten years, why is she allowing this, all I am seeing is the anger that she possessing building up more and more and this can become a dangerous situation. I see lil mo with a husband that she is making feel lower than any man should ever feel. What is lil mo with a man that she thinks is okay to be able to put up with her mouth that rips this man down. He is a man regardless and you should make him feel that way, if lilmo thinks because he cheated on her and she continues to stay with him and decides to forgive, then you need to forgive and not keep making this man feel low in her presence, and you wonder why he will keep cheating on you, let it go and walk away. All I can say is this is a addition that I will keep watching hoping to understand why women choose to stay in relationships as these, so I will keep watching and trying to learn, but knowing that it has to change. When it is all said and done we will get to say on the last episode who stayed with who, and who did what, for all them to stay in the same situation because they are not sure how to change. And by the way who is this Alex and Fizz combination, because Fizz was not in a relationship the last we saw on love and hip hop show and he seems to never be able to keep any woman for some reason. I do admire the way Fizz refuses to bring a lot of women around his son, he is teaching his son to be different and walk in a different path then he is walking and for that he has to be admired for because he is putting his child first.

Surviving R. Kelly

Are you surviving R Kelly, I know I am trying to survive what I have heard in the pass, what I am hearing in the streets and what I have heard on this lifetime programming, wow. For years this man has been doing some really unscrupulous, ungodly like things and thousands, I mean thousands of man was in this circle and no one took the time to think about how to go about catching this preverb before he ruined anymore young lady lives. People make excuses by saying he did not force this girls, these girls knew what they were getting into, they wanted the money and it serves them right what he did too them. Wow and you wonder why women are scared to come forward with these things against this man, because so many people are willing to take up for this man and make excuses for them that they forget that this grown ass man slept with little girls as young as 13 and you choose to ignore that this is beyond sick for a man to want a child. There is something truly wrong with this man and yes I hear that he was molested as a child, so why did no one suggest he get help, when they tried prosecuting him the first time why was it not suggested or ruled that he get some psychiatrist help, with this being said, so many people agreed that this man be put back on the streets to pray on more young women. This man then was filmed stating that if they wanted to get him on things like sexual assault, they should have gotten him 30 years ago, wow, this man admits to doing wrong and said that now he is too smart for them to catch him now, they did not catch him then so they can't catch him now. Does this many really believe in God or is he the devil himself walking on this tight rope pretending to be a clown with looks of laugh and all he got is a lot of BS that comes along with this man as long as he work this Earth. I feel for R Kelly because he is rather sad in my opinion and when they do lock him up, I did say when because he is going down, this man will have the worst ever treatment inside. But as R Kelly brother stated he does not think R Kelly will go to jail, he think his brother will choose to kill himself rather then to go to jail and that just maybe so because this man has a lot of mental issues and because he did not get help at a early age he is now to far gone and he has a complex that not only is above his ego but is so out of control that he believes that there is no God because he himself is God and that he is as untouchable as they come. This man is really, really sad and with his pathetic sense of entitlement, he is now going down faster then the titanic and first they are hitting him where it will hurt him the most and that is his pockets, and will he have any money left, what the hell, this man spent most of his money on trying to buy little girls and keeping his secret from getting out by paying other people money to keep hush on the subject. What I can't believe is some of these girls family would rather take the money then value what their daughter went through, how crazy is that. We look at parents as protectors, so when they ask parents can their child go or travel with R. Kelly, what parent would say yes and why would they had over a gift given too them by God to the devil himself, I see why this man had such a complex when you have parents handing over their child for a dollar bill, wow. The story continues as we continue to wait on this man to go to trail, what gets me is they are putting this stuff on television before he goes to court and the first thing his attorneys will claim is he can not get a bias jury because everyone has seen the claims on television. But he will get a jury and I am sure they will be mostly white because I am sure they could careless about his story and I am certain they are not watching the television programming. I am very disappointed in all the adults around him that say they seen things and saw what he was doing and they just turn a blind eye and said nothing, how sad is that. Lord please forgive them all because they did walk in your way and made this wrong and right by speaking up on something that was very discussing.

Aquaman The Movie (Some spoiler Alerts)

Okay I went out to see the Aquaman movie today and I had heard a lot of good things about how great it was. Now people that know me know I am into these comic hero's and I watch the movies very closely because I was one of those girls that had comic books when it was thought that boys should only have them. One of my favorite and is still close to my heart to this day is, yes, Spiderman. I have always love the action spiderman put out and the villains on Spiderman was everything to me, his comic strips to me had the best ever villains and I believe a superhero can not be a good superhero without a great villain or villains. Now watching this Aquaman movie today, I was excited, I knew this actor I seen him on other avengers movie and I thought they picked a great actor to play the part. So yes this actor did a great job but as for the movie itself, I thought it was just okay. Jason Momoa was great and is a great Aquaman but the storyline was a bit slow to me, I guess they were trying to make it last long like the other comic hero's but with doing this undersea and him having to fight people underwater and whipping them here and there, it was only so much fighting they could do with villains that just did not do it for me, remember I said the villains are everything and in some cases can make or break a movie and in this case, these villains were not such much as entertaining or up too par to this Aquaman. I love how his mother had to walk away when he was a child and they found her years later, but the rest inbetween was just, let say a little boring. I begin falling asleep doing the movie and when I begin falling the sleep it is not good because that means the movie is not capturing my interest. The graphics were great with all that they did with the water and how they made you really think they were underwater, kudos to that behind the scenes artist who made this happen. Now what really was my favorite part of the movie is, yes you guess it, the redhead who kicks butt, this actress is the greatest and most of this superwomen hero's kick butt and are doing great jobs. But this particular redhead has been playing in a lot of the avengers movie and she is a bad a**.  Amber Heard, who really is not a redhead in real life but she should be because it looks good on her, better then that blonde. So I am so proud that women like her and the one that play wonder women are kick a** women on the screen, they are making us women so proud, especially in a collection of series where women did not really participate in or play back fiddle to the men. So with this all being said, Aquaman movie was okay, but Jason Momoa is a great actor and adds to the avengers crew but as for his movies, if he continues with movies they should consider the villain's, making some bad a** ones that give Aquaman a run for his money, putting a little spice on it, something we do not see coming. Now for those who did not know I like the comics and I am into watching these superhero movies, I will tell you my favorite line up, which movies I think rates the best, with my favorite being number one. I am just doing my top five.

1. Black Panther, it had it all action, jokes, history and learning lessons, along with some of the best actors.
2. Spider Man I love spiderman villain's but since Tobey Maguire left, they have not been able to find a actor who can fill his shows, so although the movie has some of the best villains, the movie need a real actor who can fill these shoes. Please come back Tobey
3. WonderWoman, wow this movie surprised me, I did not know this actress so going into this movie I was not expecting much but got so much more, great acting, great action and just a bad ass women who took no names just kicked butt
4. Captain America, that's right captain is the captain, he kick butt too and looks of action, the villains are usually man, but who cares, his show is full of action, he is a great actor and he keeps you entertained
5. Batman, yes Batman have some very great villains but its downfall is that it keeps changing batman and it really does not have a person that can play batman, well it did until Ben got involved and wanted to take over batman franchise, but if Ben knew like I knew he would let someone else have this batman role because he is not the best at it and this is bringing the batman movie down. Who was my favorite batman Christian Bale, so why could he not continue playing it.

My least favorite super hero movie, in case you did not guess, is Superman, yes superman. This movie has not changed since the beginning of time and when it did change they had the audacity to make Lois a blonde, what the crap was that about, you think Americans would react better too the movie because she was a blonde, yeah right. Your movie writing skills suck for this movie and if you want viewers you need to make major changes to the movie. I heard Michael B Jordon maybe doing superman and if this is true, then bravo because this would be a major change and this can not hurt the movie at all because he will bring his own spin on the movie. But we do not need a blonde Lois Lane, she has been a dark head since the beginning of time, you would have been better making her a red head, the blonde thing was insulting to me. Besides the acting stays the same, the villains he all can conquer and I am sick of this Lex Luther. Enough said, so if you have not seen Aquaman and you want my opinion, want until it comes out on dvd, but that is up too you.

Safaree and Erica Mena??????????Really

Is it just me or is anyone not believing this Erica Mena and Safaree relationship crap. Both of these people are trying to stay in the headlines and they both need storylines to keep them going in the public eye. Not too long ago Erica disappeared off the television set saying she was marrying bow wo and she said he was everything and she was so happy. Enter back Erica Mena on a different love and hip hop reality show after her and bow wow's engagement was ended. Erica came on the scene causing chaos and Rich was sent in. Erica was with a woman before bow wow, Cyn who is now with Joe Buttons and Erica was not seen with another woman since but on Tokyo's Instagram I saw her and Erica Mena kissing saying they were a couple and how excited she was that they could finally come out with it, what the "f", now I am really confused. Does Erica really want a woman or man, I know they say people are bisexual, what ever that means, I was told you can not have your cake and eat it too, which I define being bisexual as being, call me prejudicial and I will call myself being a Christian, child of God who believes what Gods words are and believe in his purpose for our creation so anything different from that is not of my belief and I have a right to my belief as do you. Anyway I am not buying this Erica and Safaree relationship, what I am buying is they are in it for the money and they are possibly trying to have a storyline or get their own reality show, why not it works for some people why not them right. We have Stevie J and Faith show coming, I think, there is Remy and Pappose, Then I hear of maybe some other relationship realities shows coming about, so why not jump on a new trend that could be happening in 2019. Safaree really was looking for love but it seems to not just be working out for the man so I think he said why not play the game, there is no real woman with whom I can make a true relationship, why not fake this relationship with Erica. Now I have a question, how many men have Erica had in her, because my count is just nasty, I mean really nasty level. How do this women keep her vajjay clean and in working order. I only been with a few men and these days I am really scared with so many people sleeping with different titles, bisexual, pansexual, whatever sexual. I guess Erica is making a lot of trips to the gynecologist, at least I hope.

Housewives of Atlanta (Kandi versus Porsha)

Here we go again, housewives of Atlanta with Porcha and Kandi beef. Now Kandi so called friends are coming after Porsha and they had the woman kicked out of a party, wow. Why was this too get even with Porcha, of course they will say not but we all know how they all feel about Porsha including Todd. Todd and Kandi always say they are winning because they make so much money, good to know that they know that money is not everything because as quick as God gave it too you he can take it back and it does not take but one oops, especially when you are a person of color for those millions to turn into zero. What is that saying, when people begin to become so full of themselves and start bragging about their things, and money that they forget to thank and give credit to the real person who is behind it all and that is God, come on now Kandi, where is the Jesus in you. All I hear is when Kandi come up against someone is that she mention, well I have millions, or I make more money, or I have things. When we as people start putting things out front on a pedestal and praise of its glory and how having money and things makes you better than others, this is when you become on a lower level in my book. I see people who feel the need to brag and make others feel beneath them, then I see people who are ugly, yes I say ugly because that ugliness start coming through, it shines bright like a light bulb as they say. If you think you are beautiful your real appearance shows through with ever bragging and self righteousness that comes out of your mouth as you stand superior in your eyes too other. Money is money yes, but the richest man whoever walked this earth, did not have money to make him rich and now he stands as the wealthiest man and will soon be the judge of us all, wow right. We can do what we do while we are in human form but what will happen when it is time to go forth to your real maker and remember we can all die at any moment, nothing is promise to me, you or your children. So everything you have is up for grabs in the eyes of the all mighty as he see fit when you cross those lines and have to be reminded who is the will really in power. So Kandi on the show still bragging about everything she has is making me question again, why Kandi are you still on the show. Kandi you and Todd have all this money so why continue to expose your family to this reality show, why not focus on all your thriving businesses. Also Kandi mother keeps making a good point about Todd, Kandi you did bring Todd up and I am tired of you defending him saying this man was making six figures when you met him, I want to see receipts. Because any man who was making six figures, who was paying child support at the time and quick his job voluntarily is suspicious to me. Most real men would not quick a six figure job, because he is a man and man who makes money wants to continue making money. Most men would have hidden the relationship, or found another job before quitting. So either Kandi and Todd started talking and Todd gave Kandi some lame story about how him working for the crew they could not date and Kandi said quit I got your back and he did it. Yes Kandi was desperate for a man and yes she was willing to pay for one, but what gets me is Todd as man would go along with this, ohh I know why he had a sugar mama willing to pay his way and Todd being a opportunist thought why the hell not, let this woman take care of me and pay my child support and I will not try and find another job, but I will make it look good for the cameras and act as if I was going out of town to look for a job, although their were plenty of job opportunities in Atlanta, but I got to make it look good for the cameras and act as if it was Kandi that wanted me to stay. Kandi was quick to brag about her marriage lasting the longest, why would it not you are paying for a man and he is a man that like being paid for. So your husband and friends going after Porsha is very tasteless, if you knew your friends felt that way about Porsha, then you should not have invited her or kept your friends in check. And I am sick and tired of Kandi popping off but everyone is quick to say Porsha has the anger issue, Kandi has some sort of anger issue as well but she gets to get away with what she says out her mouth. Porsha needs to walk away from Kandi and her fake a** friends who act like they are ride or die for this woman when they only hang around her because of her money, Kandi probably not have many true friends and I am sure she has got to know this by now, but she acts as if she has the best friend in the world. This world is the same for everyone Kandi and most people are only out for what they can get out of you and you having all the money you have they will hang around you until the day you die as long as you have money, lose that money and see what happens. Watch all those really good friends as you call them walk away and act as if they do not know you. I just don't like how Kandi treats some people and how she is always throwing what she has in others faces.

#BlackLove (Show and Reunion)

I am not sure how many people watch this reality show on own called black love, but I did and I loved it, why you ask because I am black and I love seeing anytime people can come together as a black couple and get that true black love that is strong, courage and oh so real. Now after watching the show, I saw some things I really did not like both on the men and women side. One particular incident was with a guy name Aaron who was in the final three. The women had to choose the three guys they saw as top contenders, and over and over again I saw these women all think that Aaron was a good choice, but for me I saw this man is manipulative, very untruthful and not direct. Now all these women on the reunion said they saw the same exact thing but yet they choose this man to be in the final three, so why is this. I was very puzzled because I saw a lot of the other men that should have been in the final three, but yet Aaron, who was clearly being deceitful was chosen. I tried to figure out why, over and over again women choose men who they know are not being honest as a good mate choice. What made it really bad is that a few of these women wanted Aaron and they choose Aaron. When asked by the host why did they choose Aaron knowing that he was hiding something they all said the same thing, he was a very smooth talker and very manipulative, but yet I also heard some of these women saying he could not pull the wool over their eyes. If this was so why did they choose him to be in final three. Apparently Aaron pull the wool over a lot of these women eyes because they choose him. I started wondering if maybe these women all felt as though they could maybe change this man, if they all thought maybe Aaron was really hurt by a woman and they could make it all better, we as women for some odd reason have that sense of need to rescue a man, but the man feels as if he needs no rescuing and his entire agenda becomes about getting back at all women, wow. A hurt and damaged man can all ask God for help and get help within himself before he even approach a woman. Now Aaron was truly wrong for coming on the show as if he really wanted love, when we can truly see he is a damaged man and if a man does not love himself how can he love a woman. Aaron kept with his lies and said the only real connection he had was with one of the woman, Ashley, and he said this because this was the only woman who stood by his side. No matter what Aaron did not seek any connection, he does not in my opinion even know how to have a relationship with a woman, the entire time he was awkward talking to these women on stage, he was very pitiful and sad and like I stated, he can only be helped by Jesus. But who else was wrong was all these women, they all say they was hurt and mad that this man tricked them, but they choose him???? Aaron may have deceived these women, but in my opinion they knew there was deception and they accepted it as a challenge, too see which woman could help him overcome his ways, wow. So the women have to admit to their part that they too were wrong for chosen and going in with an attitude that they could actually change this grown a** man. This man is grown, he has been obviously hurt and he has some work on himself he needs to do. With all this being said I was so happy that two of the couples seem to really have found love, plus some of the guys who were eliminated, God can work in mysterious ways. And I think the two couple who remain are really good for each other, but unfortunately one of my favor Alex is really sick, this man is in ICU and has the brain flu, wow. He was such a down to earth man and I was really praying for him to find love and he did and now this man is fighting for his life. The woman of his choose is so hurt and she is trying to help him fight, what a test of God's faith right, but we know God makes know mistake and what ever Alex journey turns out to be, we do know that God choose what path Alex must walk and whatever that path is, it will be one of real healing. God journey will be a journey that helps us all and for that we must say thank you Jesus. Alex mother has started a go fund me page for Alex medical bills as he was a truck driver and for all us who know the truck driver business a lot of these guys do not have health insurance or no financial benefits. Yes there is money in trucking, but if you own your own truck, you have to pay everything yourself. If the truck breaks down that money comes out your pocket, you have to keep your insurance coverage for all that is required on the trucks. Everything you need for travel on the truck is out of your pocket in expense, you don't have a 401k, health benefits, sick leave, vacation leave, etc. So if you are not establish enough to have accomplished for putting aside for these things, or you have not been able to invest money because of coverage for the truck, then most truck drivers are literally screwed if they do not work for a company. So prayers goes out for all these couple that found someone and I am truly praying for Alex recovery, so we can see that beautiful smile on television again.

Wow Wendy Williams

Wendy I know I talk a lot about you and that is something I do as you do. But I must say that I am so sorry about your health. Yes I know I know, you keep pretending you are okay and you are already sitting in a seat when show comes on, you arm is in a sling, you do not walk out to audience anymore, you use some judge segment to have the audience come to you as you sit down. We know you have health issues Wendy and martial problems but you continue to pretend on that everything is okay, why???? Wendy you of all people should know the more you try and hide what is going on in your life the more digging it just prompt people to do. Then when you come with these smart comments back at people when they question what happen to your arm and why are you sitting down, to say you are sitting down because you want too is not a answer and insults out at your viewers will cost you too loose these viewers. Now let me tell you the rumor I am hearing going on about you. They say that your arm is in the sling because you are hiding the front part of your body, they said this is because you may have had that breast reduction and this sling is basically covering up the fact that you have a lower cup size until you really want to let your viewers know. So why hide something they will eventually find out anyway. Wendy you are always saying we tell it like it is and we don't hold no punches, I guess you should follow this with unless it is me and my crew because we should not be criticized although like most celebrities you chose to be in the spotlight, so like it or not this is your life Wendy. I am also hearing Wendy that your husband mistress is pregnant, now I already heard this tip from TMZ that it was a possible baby in the oven, if the baby has not already been born. Wow there is a lot goin on in your life Wendy and what makes is bad is you have to talk about other celebrities on a daily basis, judge their lives, tell them what they should do and what is the best way to do things, but it is so sad that you can not take your own advice or even have advice to give yourself to take. Stress we all know can be one of the worst metal ability that can affect your health and I think your stress on your plate is overflowing and because of this your health issues have rise to the top of your plate and overflowing to the ground. You may have to take a few months, let someone else host your show, no not another cheesy host so you can insure you have a place when you get it together. How about someone like Tash K, she is on you tube but she knows her gossip and she has a lot of people who knows a lot of celebrities and she does not hold back. But then you could get me, now I definitely will not be as tough as you are but I will give my opinion and I will talk real talk on what I see. Me saying me is all in fun, I do not need to be in front of thousands of viewers talking crap to anyone, that is why I hide behind this computer screen, but I do love to write. So Wendy my biggest advice to you is either to lay everything on the table with your viewers, or go away for some months until you get it together because if you do not, you will loose all of your viewers eventually. The only thing that is keeping some people coming back is too watch fall, I mean literally like you did with the statue of liberty costume.